You Found Me | Liam Payne |

Chapter 30

"the kiss"

My heart skips a beat for my lips begin to remember that sweet taste and the desire for them to return. Time has been passing me by so well that I haven't even realized that I made my biggest break through last night. This day was just suppose to be an ordinary day where I would lay down in bed and read all day until I returned to my own fantasy away from reality. My fantasy a place that never allowed reality to enter my own world a word that was dear to my fragile heart "my dream". What on earth am I saying Liam has a girlfriend not the best choice but he is committed to a relationship. If I want to enjoy reality I need to turn everything back to normal. I need to imagine the kiss never happened that way I can stay friends with Liam and Sophia and him can continue being in a relationship.

"what are you talking about? you probably just had a bad dream" I try to convince Liam and myself.

Liam begins to rub his temples and lets out large sigh. He instantly stands up from the couch and begins to pace back and forth in front of me.

"why... why do you always do that" he says in an unstable tone.

"Liam?" I try to search for his eyes but he is determined to keep them hidden.

"Why! answer me Rose!" Liam screams

"Liam calm down what are you talking about why are you so upset!" I wail but I'm apprehensive of to what Liam's response will be.

"Don't you start you know exactly why I'm upset" Liam clenches his jaw and finally makes eye contact.

"I'm serious one minute you're making me breakfast acting like a gentlemen the next you're screaming you're head off at me"

"Because I have a reason to scream my head off at you!" Liam begins to raise his voice again.

"Then what is the reason just tell me already!" I plead

"Are you really that clueless Rose that I have to spell it out for you"

"look if you're here just to call me stupid names then you can leave"

"See that's exactly my point!" Liam raises his arms in the air in anger.

I begin to rub my temples in annoyance and turn away from Liam. If he is that displeased by my response he can just leave. In a way I hope he doesn't march his way to the door and leave me stranded once again.

"Are you going to tell me or not?" I ask in steady tone

"Fine why... why do you see now I can't even say it because I'm so pissed off by you"

"What the hell I did nothing wrong"

"Like hell you didn't do anything wrong miss know it all"

Great were back to square one again. I can't stand another minute of these name callings.

"get out Liam" I whisper

"see there you go again" Liam responds in a low key tone.

"Just say it god dammit!" my voice begins to break and I can feel the presence of water at the corner of my eyes trying to break free.

"why do you always run away" he openly asks

Why do I always run away? The term run away means a lot of things. But how can these two simple phrases connect to me. I can't help but to avoid eye contact from Liam. I'm trying to collect the thoughts that are over running through my mind to respond Liam's unsuspected question.

"I'm not running away" I respond back unsure if I am telling the truth.

"yes you are you always avoid everything and everyone especially me don't act like I can't see it"