hay guys

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Uumm hi I am gonna be talking more about my depression and Susana the123no I'm sorry if you read this then I'm super sorry for this but I wanna talk or get out some stuff

So latley my grandma just got up and walked out of my life and she was like a huge part of me and now I can't see her or I can't do anything with her and it kills me inside and lately I haven't been wanting to eat and I feel like I can't sleep

Fuck up
Insecure
Needing help
Everythings wrong

↑ that's my life right now and it is just fine I guess

Some times I wonder what life is even about anymore you know and sometimes I sit in my bathroom with a blade in my hand just thinking "if I do this I won't stop I will have to wear jackets all summer everyone will see my problems that I can't hide"

And that's why don't cut and guys I'm sorry for telling you all this shit but I just needed to get it out somewhere you know I'm sorry bye guys

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