My Life

goodbye

I miss our midnight talks when i cant sleep

I miss the way you smelled and how it made me feel better in seconds

I miss the way we would dance crazily to the songs at the end of shows

I miss the way i crept around your house at 11 in the morning looking for candy or something to eat

I miss the way you would rub my tummy when it hurt

I miss the way i would cry when i had to leave you

I miss the way you would watch me color and hoola hoop

I miss you in general

I miss the way we said goodbye 1000 times before i left your house

I miss your voice

I miss how you said you would never leave me

I miss how I would make you coffee and you would love it

I miss the bedroom in the corner of the house

I miss the bathroom and all the memories of me in the bath and you washing my hair and how i scared to getting it in my eyes so i used a wash cloth to cover my eyes

I miss making you crappy cards out of paper but you still loved them

I miss the way i would get sad when you were on the phone for more than 30 minutes cuz you couldnt talk to me

I miss the way i get so happy over little candies you found for me in your purse

And i love how if i missed you so much that i couldnt wait for the weekend that you would come to my house and stay the night

I hate how a person could mess everything up for me

This is a goodbye chapter for you and i know you arent ever gonna read this cuz i will never see you again but i wanna say that you were the light of my life and i loved you and you let someone mess that for me i love you with all my heart even tho you throw away my bday present i really dont care but i love you even if you say you dont ever wanna talk to me again but i wanna say that imma miss you and i still have not a clue y i cry over you or why i dont eat bcuz of you and why i cut myself because of you.......goodbye