I was sitting on the window seat on the bus looking out and watched the other cars passed by. The slow sweet music was played on the radio and I can't deny the sting in my heart knowing I was sitting all by myself going nowhere. My mind was full of our memories and a lone tear escaped from my eyes. I leaned on the glass window and torment myself for thinking more of you, of us.
I grabbed my phone inside my old backpack, the one you gave me when we went mountain hiking. I opened my gallery and stared at our pictures that I kept for so long. I can't imagine why you gave up so fast that those smiles written in our faces were so unbearable. I had given my all to you but you managed to threw it all away just like we never happened. Just like the three years we spent together meant nothing to you.
I reached the last bus stop. I went down and I saw everything was unfamiliar; buildings, roads and people. Yes, I was lost and I did not want to be found. I wandered to nowhere and I wanted to leave my memories of you somewhere I can't find them anymore.
I stepped on the pavement on the unfamiliar road. I plugged on my earphones and cried. I ignored the questioning stares of the people that surrounded me, who cares anyway, nobody knew who I am. I cried even more when I thought of you nowhere near me to comfort. I hugged myself as the cold wind brushed my body, I felt colder than before.
I wished that as I found my way back home, you got no place in my mind anymore.
