I just wanted time,
To celebrate the unrequited
love of my life.
I just needed space,
To clear my mind.
And to honestly,
Get away from you.
I just wanted a break
To mourn the life I've always wanted,
To mourn the life I used to have.
To go and see the world,
With your hand laced with mine.
To go and live a happy life,
With you by my side
Just wanna forfeit my life,
And skip to the after life.
So I wouldn't have to live,
I'd be in the afterlife.
Just to be with you again,
Just to feel that feeling,
You get at love first sight
Just to feel your delicate
Skin against mine
And smell your smell
when I haven't I'm so long
To kiss you again like
your here with me instead of being gone into your oblivion
I wish I was with you
And that you were here with me
But you've gone too far away
Way beyond my reach
You've gone to your inevitably,
And have left me with
both of our insanities.
I miss you so much it hurts.
I miss you so much my heart quakes when I think of your touch
I know I've got to move on
but its hard
Whenever I sleep I think of how you're now 6 feet under
And how I never wished for your peace
I think of how selfish
and self-centered I've been
How afraid I've been to move on after all this time.
I take a deep breath
And inhale your thoughts,
With tears overflowing
And exhale at the thought
of moving on from
my one and only.
My tears well over as I say I love you for the last time.
With a clear mind I whisper,
Rest in piece, my true love.
~C.Alexis
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Poetry©© Its my own personal poems. They may be good, they may be mediocre but they're mine nonetheless. If there's a poem that isn't mine, whoever wrote it will get their own credit. This is my book though so if your gonna be a dick, don't. Also if you s...
