Today, I love you

thank you

Dear reader,

This took a turn I certainly didn't expect when starting this. I guess you could say that from the first few entries compared to the last ones. The moment I started to doubt about my feelings for 'you', I considered to just delete everything because it wouldn't lead to the expected outcome. A reunion of two star crossed lovers that fell in love at the wrong time and wrong place, making the promise to never let each other go. However, I decided to continue and see what this unexpected turn would bring me.

Another love story, how could it be any different. It's almost funny. Again wrong time, wrong place but this time it's easier. What's 20 minutes compared to 2000 km? I still don't have the answers to the questions I have for 'him' but they'll come soon enough. Believe me, I've learned from last year. 

I did not write this expecting lots of people to read it, after all these are my experiences and stories and I totally understand that others aren't interested in that. I wrote this mainly for myself. To look back on how I felt, what I did and most importantly to not forget it. As I said, I've learned so much from this and I'm happy to have documented it all.

And so I guess that this is where 'today, I love you' ends. Because today, I don't love you anymore.

Thank you.

Yours,

Amy