There's too long to Tuesday evening. I want to see you now, not wait until then. I'm lying here in a comfortably warm tent, only around 10 minutes away from you. I could literally get out of here and run as hard as my feet would let me, knock on your door and embrace you while out of breath from running and disbelief that you're in front of me.
All the bones in my body tell me to do so but I'm too tired and too scared. Your dad could open and push me out because he doesn't know this desperate girl looking for his son. Or maybe no one would be home. I could wait on your doorstep and accidentally fall asleep against the plywood door until the coldness would wake me up.
It's just that I would do every possible thing to meet right here right now. It has been an unbelievably long year so why the hell haven't we met yet? I could have called you when I arrived. You could have waited for me. Why wait? Time is limited and I want to spend that limited time with you before it's over again. I don't want to make the same mistakes.
YOU ARE READING
Today, I love you
Nonfiksimy thoughts and experiences concerning the tragic thing called love.
