Let's Talk About Sex

Chapter 10

A/N: Okay wow guys. I haven't been on here in a while but I have almost 2,000 reads on this!!!!!!! Thank you sosososososososossoso much i love you all so much!!!!!!!!! Anyways, pre warning there is some... crude content in this... sorry, but it's vital to the character.

Lily raised her eyebrows. "An oldest brother? How come I haven't heard of this until now?"

"Because, he isn't someone I consider a brother and he is a horrible person."

"What did he do to you?"

"Ruined my trust in people."

"No, like what did he do to be such a horrible person?" Lily sat up in her seat, suddenly interested. 

"Lil, I am really not in the mood for this." 

"Nope. You are telling me." She said demandingly. I sighed. I didn't want to get into this, but I guess the truth was going to come out one way or another.

"Well... It happened the day I turned fourteen..."

*Flashback* (WARNING: Not for the faint of heart)

It was my fourteenth birthday! I had been so happy and excited, my parents actually let me throw a party. Without their supervision! Felix was also turning fourteen today, so we had a double party. He had protested at first, but he didn't really care. Felix still insisted he was older because he came out first, but I didn't care about that.

My big brother Jared was going to be awesome and slip some alcohol in. That was my big, seventeen year old brother for you. I loved him so much. He was always doing things like that for me and Felix. I just had to ask for something and he'd give it to me. 

"Ron, you going to come take a drink of this? It's a little strong, but I think you can handle it." Jared said. He had already had a couple drinks, but he seemed fine. I took a sip of the drink he offered. It tasted horrible and I already felt dizzy. He chuckled.

"Do you wanna come with me? My friend has some beer and he can hook us up. It won't take but a minute." He asked, already starting to walk out the door. I followed him through the door, because, for whatever the reason may be, drinking booze automatically makes you even cooler automatically. When we got in his truck, the clock said it was past midnight. My parents had decided that Jared was enough supervision. I mean, there wasn't even that many people there anyways.

When we got to some empty field, his friend got out of his car. I got out and walked over towards him with my brother. When his friend saw me, his eyes glazed over with something. "Damn, Jared. You didn't tell me she was that hot." My eyes had widened at what he said. I turned to my brother for protection, but when I saw him, he had an evil grin on his face.

"A total prize, right?" He responded. His friend gave Jared a look, and Jared nodded. Before I knew it, I was being pushed on the ground and my clothes were being ripped off. I tried to fight back, but his friend was too strong. Only a few seconds had passed, and I was on the ground naked and scared. My brother just sat and watched.

"I'm going to enjoy this." His friend said right before he ripped his clothes off while keeping me pinned on the ground. It was my first time seeing a guys... you know. I screamed and tried to push him back but he wouldn't budge. He grabbed my breast, which was actually big for a fourteen year old girl. He put his mouth on it and bit. I screamed in pain. "Yeah, baby, scream for me again." He said, biting harder. I screamed louder. Next thing I knew, I felt something slipping inside of me. It was slow the first time he went in. "Damn, girl. So tight." He moaned. After that he crammed it all in at once. I moaned in pain. He went faster and faster until I felt him release in me. I thought he was done, but he was only just getting started. He leaned up and kissed my neck, and bit down on my neck. I yelled out in pain. He smashed his lips on mine, and I could taste the alcohol on his lips. He kept doing that until he was ready again. He repeated the process until I was bleeding. Then he bent me over and... well you know. 

Once he was done, I felt so dead on the inside. I ready for him to leave me to die, but that wasn't it. My brother walked over to me and slapped me. Hard. 

"I swear on my grave if you tell mom about this, I will rape your puny little ass!" He said. Then he started hitting me and kicking me, just for reinforcement. After that, they left and I had to find my way home. I went into the bathroom and got in the shower. My eye was blackening and I was covered in blood. I cried and cried and cried until I couldn't anymore. 

A couple weeks later, I was worried about him not wearing a condom when he violated me. I bought a pregnancy test. I ended up testing positive. I was pregnant. I told my brother- my mistake- and he was furious. He was so angry, he beat my stomach until he was sure the baby was dead. Again, I cried my eyes out. I ended up having a miscarriage. 

Eventually I got the nerve to tell my parents. They searched his room, because this was so unlike him. He was always so nice and kind. A perfect son and brother. When they searched his room, they found multiple different types of drugs. 

*End of Flashback*

"They changed the locks and switched credit cards and everything else they could think of. But he has never shown up. Until last night." I finished. Lily was looking at me with tears in her eyes. 

"I-I-I'm so sorry Ronnie. If I had known... I am so sorry... I should have noticed something was wrong when you left the party and didn't come back. I didn't even see him there... I am so sorry."

I nudged her. I could feel the tears threatening to fall, but I didn't let them. "What are you so sorry about? It's not like you did it to me."

"Yeah, but I'm always bugging you because you never have sex... And all that other stuff I say..." She cried. 

"It's fine, really. Things wouldn't be normal if you didn't bring that kind of thing up. It's fine, really." I said.

"Look at you. I should be trying to be the nice, caring friend and comfort you. But you are comforting me." I just sighed and looked away. One day I am going to get him. And I'll make sure he'll pay. No matter what I have to do...

A/N: Okay... I know that was bad, but like I said, it is needed. If you're surprised about sexual content (of any type) being in here, I recommend you read the title. I promise you, though, that anymore sexual scenes will be sweet. Also, I couldn't remember how old I may have said Felix was, but if I said something older, it is changing to twinsies. They're the same age.

YOU ARE A CINEMA!!!!!

-Kat