Forbidden touch (student/teacher relationship)

Chapter 8

He opened his mouth and

"i.. let's get back to this" ganunan? ganun lang yung isasagot niya saakin?

i rolled my eyes at tatayo na sana when i felt his hands on my wrist, pulling me closer to him.

tinanggal ko ang kapit niya then looked at him.

"sit down"

i sit down but not looking at him. nakakainis!

"look.. alam mo naman na teachers arent supposed to be with their students right?" kalamado niyang sabi "and my feelings for you.. iba na eh. i don't see you as my student anymore and that's wrong. kahit paulit-ulit ko pang sabihin sa sarili ko na i met you way before i became your teacher. still, studyante parin kita"

i was about to open my mouth when he said something again.

"i liked you, and i still do. so ito lang ang paraan para mawala ang mga feelings ko for you. kasi hindi nga pwede"

okay i'm going to swallow my pride! help me! i'm going to admit that i like like him? ohmyfuck this is so not me. do i tell him or not?!

"It's hard to admit to myself that i like you. i mean, hindi ko matanggap cause this isn't me, i'm not supposed to have a crush. but you..." hinawakan ko ang mukha niya "there's something about you." sabay sampal sa mukha niya "Fuck you!" at yun umiyak na ko.

"yeah. fuck me, this is all my fault." he hugged me.

that felt so good.

he lift my head up "we're going to be alright, everything is going to be alright"

I can't blame him for everything may mga kasalanan din ako.

" i dont know if this relationship is worth fighting for."

bigla naman siyang umayos ng upo "Totoo ba yung sinabi mo? crush mo na ko?" he said smirking.

"THAT I MISSED!" tumalon ako sakanya at yinakap siya ng sobrang higpit.

"ms?" biglang tanong ng janitor.

itinaas ko ang hoodie ko, knowing na nakita ng janitor

na magkayakap kami.

"She's uhh- she's ms Domate, she's a college teacher" palusot ni Von

tinitingnan ako ng janitor kaya tinago ko ang sarili ko sa jacket ko.

"she has problems with bugs. nadidiri po kasi siya eh, eh medyo gabi na so ganyan siya ahehhe" palusot niya pa.

lumabas ako at pumunta sa soccer field, hindi naman nagtagal ay sumunod na siya.

tawa ba naman ng tawa "that was so close!"

hinila niya na ako papunta sa kotse niya at hinatid ako sa bahay. nothing special happened.

i went to sleep.

*

it's 7 am and a sunday morning!

please play "sunday morning" while reading this.

i went out on my little terrace and saw von holding a sketchpad.

hinarap niya saakin.

"Goodmorning beautiful" nakasulat sa sketchpad niya.

pumasok ako sa loob ng kwarto ko, kumuha ng marker at coupon bond at lumabas ulit.

"Goodmorning handsome :") " at ipinakita ko rin sakanya.

"breakfast?"

"where?"