Dead As FUCK |Motionless In White||Ricky Horror|

Hate my Life

{Chloe}

I woke up from my nap about 20 minutes ago. I was thinking then remembered the terrible things that happened in my life like that one day at the hospital. I regret everything even though it's not my fault. The only thing I don't regret is meeting Ricky.

I laid there for a bit then I slid out of my bunk. I didn't feel like talking anymore.

I walked in the living area and Spencer was sitting on the couch.

"Hey!" He smiled while standing up and hugging me.

I smiled a bit.

I sat down next to him.

"What's up?" He asked with a smile on his face.

"Why am I different from everyone else?" I asked.

His smiled faded away.
"Everyone is different." He smiled faintly.

I didn't say anything else. I could tell that he was bothered by that question.

"Where's Dex?" I asked.

"Conor took him out for a walk"

I put my shoes on then left.
I walked around for a bit and even made some reservations for Ricky and I at a local bowling alley down the street for tonight. Thoughtful,huh?. I walked back to the bus and I saw Conor with Dexter by his side.

I smiled as I pat Dex's head.

"Hey! You found him!" Vinny smiled while walking towards me.
I smiled nervously then looked at Conor signaling him to leave.

He nodded his head then walked away.

"I'm sorry about earlier..." He started.

I stood up and looked at him.

"It's fine." I said with my head down.
"Do you know if Ricky likes Bowling?" I asked.

"Yeah, he loves bowling."

"Good! Because I made some reservations for us" I smiled faintly.

"Oh, that's cute..." Vinny smiled faintly at me.

"Yeah, I wanted to surprise him after all he's done for me for the past few days. You know, something in return"

I saw Ricky behind him in the distance walking to the bus.
"Hold on" I said while walking away. I quickly ran towards Ricky.

"Hey! Guess what!" I smiled.

"What?." He said kind of brutal.

"W-What's the matter..?" I asked quietly.

"Nothing."

"Ricky...you don't have to give me an attitude, I'm just trying to help." I said softly.

"Well maybe you should go help your little boyfriend,Vinny." He scoffed.

He walked on the bus then slammed the door in my face.
I just felt my heart shatter in a million pieces.

"Dexter! Come!" I said.
Dexter ran as I walked to my bus.
My eyes watered up as I quickly walked to my bus. It felt like I was walking forever so I began to run.

I got to the bus and Dexter ran in first as I quickly went inside avoiding the guys and their music playing. I slid in my bunk and a tear escaped.

I plugged in my earbuds and listened to Wake up Alone by Amy Winehouse.

I hugged my pillow a bit then out of nowhere, a whole bunch of tears fell from my eyes.
Maybe I like him more than I thought...