Dead As FUCK |Motionless In White||Ricky Horror|

Kiss Kiss

{Ricky}

I was half asleep but I was still aware of my surroundings.
Chloe gently stroked my forehead then kissed it softly.

She's killing me slowly...

"The past few months, I've been lost, I can't remember the last time I've smiled quite like this. Starting now I'm laying down to sleep but I can't close my eyes, could this be? Maybe,just maybe. I know that this is crazy but...can you blame me? I mean look at you,"
"Look at your eyes." She said while slowly moving her finger across my eyelashes.

"At your lips." She sang while softly running her fingers across my lips.

"They say the words that fix me, they haunt me, they tease me. I want to see you again, just wait a while. maybe just maybe." She sang softly.

I opened one eye to see if she was sleeping because she took a pause but she was still up. She looked up at the ceiling and a tear fell down her cheek. She wiped her cheek then cautiously scooted over closer to me.

Fuck it.

I sat up on my arm and hovered over her, then looked her in the eyes.
She had depression filling her eyes in.
My face was a couple centimeters away from her's and I felt her warm,soft breath on my bottom lip.

I looked down at her soft pink lips. All I wanted was to feel them against mine.
I gingerly stroked her cheek with my thumb. I leaned down closer.

My heart started to race, I felt it throbbing in my throat.
I couldn't concentrate. I can't be a nervous wreck in front of her...not her..
I tried to control it but the butterflies in my stomach went mad.
I got aggravated with myself so I didn't kiss her, not like this. I looked away then laid back down with my back facing her.

I wanted to just scream in the pillow and suffocate myself.
I felt a lump in my throat and my heart was beating faster. Why do I get so nervous around her?? Why can't I control it?!

{Chloe}

I could tell that Ricky was angry when he laid down. His back was facing me.

I hesitated to hug him or even touch him...I don't want to add any pressure on him. I turned so our backs were facing each other. I wanted to cry, I wanted to let everything out...but I couldn't...not in front of him, especially him. He's seen enough of my terrible side already.

{Ricky}

I turned my head to see Clovers back facing mine.

Fuck...

I sighed.
No response.
I know she's not sleeping. I just know it.
I sighed a little bit louder to get her attention but it didn't work.

I sighed louder.

I felt her move.

I sighed even louder.
Her arms wrapped around me from behind. I gently stroked her hand with my thumb.
She kissed my neck then laid her head back down.

That's probably the closets I'll ever get to kissing her...

{Chloe}

I slowly closed my eyes and drifted to sleep, I prayed that I wouldn't have the same nightmare again.

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I woke up and I was cradling Ricky's head like a baby while his arms were wrapped around me and our legs were tangled together like vines.
His hair smelled nice, it smelt like Downey lol.

I rubbed my leg against his to scratch an itch that I had on my thigh.

"Morning" he mumbled with his eyes closed.

"Morning" I yawned.

I never known that I would wake up feeling completely different about this guy that I'm cradling.
He slid the tips of his fingers down my bare back then pulled my shirt down.
"You weren't filling me up while I was sleeping,right?" I joked.

"No...never while you're asleep.." He smiled.

"So you're admitting that you would...?" I asked.

"Maybe." He smirked.

{Ricky}

"Ricky?..." Her sweet,soft voice called my name

"Yes?"

"I want to talk about this morning/night or whatever..."

What happened this morning??...
I thought for a moment. Fuck...I was gonna kiss her...she wants to talk about that...

"Yeah, please do." I said nervously.

"Well...remember that I told you about my cousin,Robert?." She asked in a quivered voice.

Yes, that day at the restaurant.
"Yes..."
I don't like the sound of this...

"Well...I-I had a dream about why we stopped talking..." Her voice was softer than it already was. She was gonna cry.
I sat up and wrapped my arms around her.
She held onto me tightly.

"H-He raped me,Ricky..." She sobbed.

I held her tighter. What kind of sick fuck would do that to her?? Especially her cousin! Man, I swear if he's still alive I would personally fly down to Washington and beat his ass, maybe murder him Dexter style...

She sniffled.
I slid my fingers through her hair then kissed her forehead.
She was shaking.
We stayed in this position for about 10 minutes. I didn't want to leave her side.

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"I know that this is crazy but...can you blame me? I mean look at you, look at your eyes, at your lips..." I sang quietly.

I looked down and she was sleeping.
I cautiously laid her down on the bed and tucked her in.
I put a random shirt with some shoes and went outside for a smoke.

{Chloe}

I opened my eyes and I felt the spot where Ricky was supposed to be. It was still warm so be probably went to the bathroom or something.
I had to pee really bad.

I got up and went to the bathroom to find it empty.

Where the hell is he??

I washed my hands after and brushed my hair and teeth.
I walked out to see Ricky walking in the room.

"Hey, you're up" he smiled.

I rubbed my eyes then plopped face down on the bed.
He chuckled then kicked his shoes off and slid his shirt off.

"Why the shirt?" I asked.

"Do you not like my bare chest?" He asked.

"No, I like it very much." I smiled.

He chuckled then sat down next to me.