Dead As FUCK |Motionless In White||Ricky Horror|

Closer Than I Thought

{Chloe}

"What time do we have to head back to the buses?" I asked.

"Around five"

"Oh," I said while checking the time. It was only noon.
Ricky's head was laying on my stomach and my hand was resting on his chest.
We watched Expedition Unknown together and it was quiet.

I circled his rose tattoo on his chest with the tip of my nail.
He shivered then looked at my hand. He looked up at me and I was already looking at him.
He grabbed my hand then slid his fingers between mine.

"Stop that. It feels weird." He said softly.
We let our hands go then he turned his body facing me and his back facing the tv. He closed his eyes to sleep.

I gently slid my index,middle,and ring fingers down his chest.
He opened his eyes.
"May I help you?" Were the only words that came out of his mouth.

I ignored him. I looked away from his pale blue eyes then back at his rose tattoos.

"Ricky..."

"Yes?" He asked with his eyes closed.

"Hold me...please..."

His eyes opened then he darted them at me.
He slowly sat up then laid down next to me.
He wrapped his arms around me and we tangled our legs together.
I tucked my head under his chin.

I softly laid my hand on his chest.

I want to tell Ricky that I want to be more than friends but it's too early...I don't want to ruin our friendship that we have now.

Conscience: but it's fucking obvious that he totally wants to bone you...

He's just dirty minded.

Conscience: Sure...he even admitted that we would fill you up...

Shut up.

Conscience: alright, I know I'm right and I'll be waiting to say "I told you so" right in your face.

Oh god! Shut up! Why am I arguing with myself?!
Just enjoy this moment.

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We got dressed later on to head back to the buses.

"I want some Chinese..." I said while looking at Ricky. We got to my bus first then I sat my bags on my bunk then we went to his bus.

"Let's go get a bite" he said.
I nodded my head then followed him out. We went to a Chinese restaurant then we took the food to go.

"Alright, where do you want to eat?" Ricky asked.
I looked around. Well we can't eat at his bus because the guys would bother us and same on mine.

I looked over to see a park.
They even had a little lake.

"Alright, I see where you're headed" he smiled while following my eye contact with the lake.

I smiled then we both headed to the lake.
We made ourselves comfortable on the grass and we started eating.
"Alright, if you could go anywhere in the world,where would you go?" I asked.

"I honestly don't know anymore, I've been on tour a bunch of times and that questions just disappeared to the back of my head." He chuckled.
"I would want to stay in Scranton, I wouldn't be comfortable anywhere but there." I said while hugging my legs.