They always said, It would get better. That It would just take time. Time, something I had actually too much of. All I was doing 24/7 was sitting here, Waiting. Waiting for someone, Even though I knew that none would come and visit me.
I wanted to be here. I asked for it. But, was it really the right decision? I was questioning myself again. But wasn't this even part of the reason I had been here? Damn. I should really stop thinking so much. But that was seriously the only thing you could do here. Thinking. Even though it was driving me Insane.
I looked Over to Jai, my room-mate, who has having one of his "phases", like they called it here. These "phases" always came suddenly and usually made Jai screaming. He even had to wear one of these Jackets, which made it Nearly impossible for him to move. He couldn't run away anyway, as the door was closed. You could only open it from the outside. We were like prisoners. Prisoners of ourselves, if you can call it like that. We were prisoners of our own fucked up brains. And this four walls were our "home". Even though, the word "home" wouldn't make the Situation any better. Then in fact it was a ...
Suddenly The door opened and a man, followed by a young woman, came in. I wondered why they were here. Our room was like an overloaded Camp of cameras. Beside Jai's "phases", which were actually like a usual part of our Agenda, did nothing happen. "Sir, excuse me, but what's the matter?" I was afraid of what He's tell us. I worried about Jai. His Panic attacks got worser daily. "Jai, He's a good guy, I know he..." "We aren't here because of Jai" "What? Why Then?!" The fears slowly took Over me. If they Weren't Here 'Cause Of Jai, this could only mean...
"Mr Clifford, would you like to follow Us?" "But why?" "We are going to tell you, but at first, come with me"
His words kept ringing inside my head, while he was leading me outwards. I looked to Jai, who was now calmed down as the nurse gave him some pills. I know it sounds weird, but I Wish I could swap with him...
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