Maybe, You Can Save Me?

Back To Life?

"Hey Jai, good morning!" I opened my eyes as I've got no reply. Damn. It was no dream. I was still in my old child -room. I was still in my parents House. I closed my eyes, then opened them. Again and again . But nothing helped. I looked to my clock. 7am. School would Start in an hour. I haven't been there since so long. They called the principal, he said i'd have to repeat year 12. I got a bit Scared, thinking about this all. I never had friends There, but at least I knew my class. They all graduated now. I'd go there, knowing no one. I wasn't sure about if this was either good or bad. I could Start New. But what if I wasn't ready for that? I could actually stay in my bed. None would care. None. None? Well, they said it would help me, to go out. Even though they actually said it like it was my Duty. Well, I had no idea what to do now. I could stay here, yeah. But, would that mean I was running away? Dumb question! Of course it would mean that! I hided for far too long. It couldn't be like this Forever. It was time to go out.
Out of this Cage I was putting myself in.
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*Short time later*

There I was. In front of the school door. I was standing There for 5 Minutes. At highest. But it felt like 5 Years at least. It was Kind of weird when I walked in, because I knew immediately where i'd have to go to. I knew the way. Every door, every room. It was different to the Situation home. I couldn't explain why. They told me I'd have to go to the principal first, talking about everything . His door as open. He has always been a friendly Person, always respected by the pupils. I couldn't help myself, but I was kinda happy to see him again. "Good Morning Mr Simpson" "Ah Michael, come in, come in!" "Can, Can I sit down?" "Of course!" It kinda felt like in the early days. The good ones. I've gotta confess that I missed this feeling . "And, how have you been?" "I'm not sure, it's still strange, I..." "Well, it's gonna take time for sure. You've been away for a while, but don't put yourself under so much pressure. It..." "Thanks" I didn't know why I said this. It just came out. Mr Simpson looked a bit confused. "i'm sorry, i didn't want to Interrupt" "Its okay Michael, if you need something, never hesitate to come here. Thats actually all I wanted to tell you. Now, go to toom 107. I've told the teacher that you had been away, but that you're back now." I stood up, picked up my bag and turned to the door. "I know you can make it, just have faith in yourself" "Thanks"