Maybe, You Can Save Me?

The Smiles And Failures

"She's so beautiful, right?" "The most prettiest I've ever seen"
There we were, in the school cantine. Starring, at the most beautiful pizza ever. "Do you really don't want more?" I felt bad, I had no money, so Ash paid. But he only took one piece. "No, I'm not that hungry" Suddenly his stomach started making a weird deep Sound. "Are you sure?" Ash blushed again, I didn't know why. "Wait, here" I took the Rest of the pizza and Tore it in two. "Thank you" "Why are you thanking me?" "I, I don't know..." For The next 10 minutes, none of Us said anything. We just ate our pizza 'til There was nothing left. I was kinda happy when the school Bell broke this awkward silence. "Do you know where we gotta go to now?" I looked Over to Ash, but he didn't Seem to hear me. "Hey Ash?" "Sorry, did you say anything?" "Are you okay?" "Yes, don't worry, I'm alright" He smiled and put his tumb up to show how serious he was. But I swear I saw some bit of madness in his eyes, but decided to stop asking. If it was something serious, he would te me sooner or later, or? At least, that was what I hoped. "Hey Mikey, come!" I looked up and realized that Ashton was no longer beside me. "Hey Mikey, I'm here!" i followed his voice and finally saw the smiling winking Ash standing at the door. When did he walk Over There?! Didn't I want to stop drowning in my thoughts? "Hey Mikey! COME!!!" "Sorry Ash!"

We had a double lesson System at our school. Which means we had 6 school hours, but actually just 3 different lessons a day. The next lesson we'd have was Chemie . And again, I had no idea what they were talking about, while Ashton was sitting beside me, looking like a lil child starring at Candy bars. I didn't know the teacher, so it must be a new one, even though he looked at least 40 years old. The fact that he wore socks with sandals and old Horn glasses didn't help a lot aswell, it was more like a crime for my eyes. I even Nearly Fell asleep of the way he spoke. Very, very, very slow. "Mikey? MIKEYYYYYY?" "Yeah?" "Are you alright?" "Why are you asking?" "Cause your eyes were closed" Ash looked very worried as he finished. "I'm Okay, just exhaused from all this hard work, you know?" Despite of the fact, That I've slept Over the half of the lesson, I was really exhaused. Exhaused from all the sleeping . I actually expected Ash would Start complaining now, cause on our table were so many Chemical stuff, and apparently, he did all the work so far on his own, but instead he just looked relived. Damn, Why was he like that? If I was him, I had Honestly just yelled at me. "Can you help me?" "What?" "With this thing here" He was Holding up some kinda glass with a purple Liquid in it.
"Sure, what should I do?" "Take some balium and put in here" "Okay" I hope he didn't notice that I had actually no idea what the fuck balium was or what it looks like. But that wasn't even the worst. The worst was having a full of expectations looking smiling Ashton beside you. It made the whole Situation just even more awkward for me. Yeah I could ask him, but I didn't want him to think I was stupid. Anyway, I'd have to pick something. I took the blue stuff or whatever it was and put it in the glass Ash was Holding. At first, nothing happened. Then suddenly, it started to smoke. And then...