Dad Got My Back

Chapter 31: Rolling In The Deep

“Vi P.O.V”: Ever get so depressed and emotional when you’re alone and then you realize that you’re never alone because you have your mom, sister, brother-in-law, and your bestfriend. As i clean my room, i realize that i can no longer hide at school and i can no longer hide at home so i’m going to go out into the world again and go for a run. Why? I’m not going to stop my runs just because i’m scared. Matter fact, i’ll just call MJ and see if he wants to go with me. I leave over my bed and grabbed my phone, i went in search for MJ number. GOT IT. I then swiped to the side to call him.

#phone convo#
Bestfriend MJ: Wassup Vi.
Me: Nothing. Are you busy today?
Bestfriend MJ: Nah, i’m just chillin’.
Me: Do you want to go running with me?
Bestfriend MJ: Sure. What time?
Me: Uhm in thirty. Is that okay with you?
Bestfriend MJ: Sure, but i have to bring my brother.
Me: That’s fine. I’ll see you guys in thirty.
Bestfriend MJ: Aight.
#end of phone convo#

    I smiled because i can kind of say that over these few weeks i grew to like MJ a little more than close friends. I don’t want to date him because i know that night at the party him and Princess had done broke up. As i cleaned, pandora decided to play, “Hold You Down by Jacquees (Remix)”, let me just say Jacquees is so fine and his voice when he sings is bae. Oh my fucking gosh. I sung along as i cleaned up. When i say clean up i mean picking up clothes, and putting them in the hamper. Including MJ, clothes since he sleeps over alot. I then reorganized my shoes in my closet since they all go back in their boxes. I honestly can say that i’m glad that i have a taste in style. I then got dressed into my running short, sneakers, and sports bra. I tied my hair up, and grabbed my ear buds off of my dresser. Then headed out my room and to Beautiful room.

Vi: Knock Knock.
Beautiful: *laughs* What you want?
Vi: I’m about to go for a run with MJ, can you watch his brother?
Beautiful: Sure.
Vi: Thanks sis.
Beautiful: Yeah, yeah. On your way back though can you bring me a bag of hot fries.
Vi: Big bag or little?
Beautiful: Big bag *grabs money from wallet*
Vi: I got it.
Beautiful: You sure?
Vi: Yeah. I’ll see you when i get back. If mama get here first, tell her don’t worry i’m with MJ.
Beautiful: Got you. I love you.
Vi: I know. I love you too.

    I then made my way downstairs and MJ was sitting outside on the porch steps.

Vi: B said that she’ll watch your brother.
MJ: Mikey go inside, B is going to let you chill with her.
Mikey: Alright.
Vi: B, he’s here and he’s heading upstairs!
Beautiful: Okay!

    I locked up the house, me and MJ began our run. As i’m running i began singing, “Rolling In The Deep by Adele”.

Vi: There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
[Clean version:] Go 'head and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare
[Explicit version:] Go 'head and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bare
See how I leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it, to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one on you
And I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Make a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love remind me of us
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it, to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it, with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door (woah)
Count your blessings to find what you look for (woah)
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold (woah)
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow (woah)
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

But you played it
You played it
You played it
You played it to the beat.

    I want to thank god for putting MJ in my life because if he didn’t i wouldn’t be the person i am right now. He has helped me with a lot and i really do appreciate the friendship that we have.