Leaving pain behind

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Hey Everybody. Merry Chrismas. I have nothing to give you but my blood and soul writing this chapter.

Well unless you're jewish then Happy Hannukah !!!!!!!!

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I waited till everyone else went to sleep. Thank God today wasa school night cause if not, my brother would be in the living room playing video games. I walked quietly make sure not making any noise between the ten feet from my room to the door.

I slowly opened the door and stood outside waiting for Oscar. I waited less than ten minutes before Oscar pulled up in his truck with Marvin seating right next to him. "Hey Ash" Marvin said and I shushed him because Marvin just talks loud, he just can't help it.

"I ordered the tickets already" Oscar said on the way to his house. 

We got to Oscar's place in less than ten minutes. I have been to the place before it was like my second home. Oscar lived alone in a small neighborhood where everybody was either asleep or at work at 1:00 in the morning.

Oscar lived in this two story house that his parents left him before they moved out of state. Not just that, Oscar was the Alpha of the Moon pack in Washington. His parents sent him to live here with his uncle. His uncle died last year so he was left after himself but he had a lot of friends.

And then he met Marvin when Marvin moved in his neighborhood two months after his uncle died. At first Oscar was ashamed of his mate being a dude. But as they got to know each other, he stopped caring and finally got the balls to tell his friends and his slut exgirlfriends.  

I got in and layed on his couch in the downstair living room while Oscar grabbed my bags and put it in the guess room upstairs. When Oscar finished he came downstairs and I sat on the couch while he came with bandages and stitches nursing my cutts and wounds. 

It still hurts I mean I could hardly move with the pain but Oscar was gentle.

When it was about 4:00, Oscar and Marvin "claimed" they were going to bed but I knew they were going to do something else. I surfed through the channels and found nothing to watched. I closed the tv and was heading to my room. I stopped by Oscar's bedroom and surely I heard moaning. "Kids"I said to myself.

I was walking to my room And then the pain hit me. Too bad my mate rejected me. I could never have somebody to hold me or take care of me like Oscar and Marvin do. To make me blush and to make me feel overprotected but I'd like it anyway. Since my mate called me trash and spit on me. 

I felt tears well up in my eyes. 'Well I'm going to make him pay for those words. One day he's going to see me but I would be in the arm of a guy that cares and loves me. One day I will turn back here and then he will regret saying mean and cruel things to me' I thought before falling into a deep sleep.

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I woke up to Oscar yelling at me telling me I'm going to miss the plane. Oscar always overeact if it was 2:25 he would alway say it was 2:30 just to make me feel a little worse and then I would glare at him and then he would look at me and laugh and then causing me to laugh the same thing happen all the time.

I got out of the shower and as I put clothes in I thought 'today I was going to move far away from this place. Well I'll still be in the same country except far up north. Thank God they don't love me then maybe they won't come look for me.'

"RING-A-LING-LING" my phone ringed startling out of my thought. It was my dick head of a brother. "Hello" I said cheerfully like it was a normal day. "Where are you?" He asked with a little worry. I couldn't believe it my deviled brother sounded worried. But I am too mad to care and I can't show him I noticed his voice change cause I knew he didn't mean it.

"None of your business"I said dryly.

"Mom and Dad are worried about you"

"You mean the same Mom and Dad that tried to kill me yesterday" I said tears in my throat.

" They..." He started but I cut him off.

"Tell them they could keep their worries in their pockets because I  see now it takes me to go missing for them to care about me" I shut the phone in his ear and threw it in the cup of water set by my bed.

I fell on my bed and was about to cry before I felt myself being lifted and carried down the stairs. "Let me down" I screamed but they didn't listen to me as I was put in the back seat of the car.

I turned around and found my stuff in the car with ropes all around them. Damn they're quick. They probably did all that while I was asleep.

I knew we would drop our car at his aunts house who lived in Texas. Then she would drop us at the Texas airport and then we would take the 12 hour ride to Washington.

As I passed in front of all the old places I knew since I was born. I didn't know anywhere but these streets. This place does not have a lot of activity as in robberies and arrest. But there are some but they are not serious to the point of serious threath. 

But for a girl that has dupshit parents that hates me and tried to kill me. A brother that would rather spit and let his friends rape me which he has than show me that I matter and be a brother to me. And the worse mate in the world that told me I don't matter and that I don't deserve happily ever after this place is the place that condems me to the point of choking and strangling me.

The place that distroyed my self eesteem. Finally I'm going to be free and I've been given another chance and I'm going to take it. And leaving here is the first step to my plan.

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I finally got a chance to upload. Sorry guys. School project got me worked up. Even though it's winter. Dumb teachers still gave me a ten page paper to do. And here I am lazy doing things at the last minute.

I wasn't sure about this chapter. To me it's kind of boring. But please guys comment ( tell me how you want this story to come out) fan (That's a way telling me you want me to continue), and vote.

Ppppppllllllleeeeeeeeaaaaasssse. 

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