Love Only Brings Heartbreak

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It was an underestimation when I said this would be a long day. So depressing and just boring as hell.

I pop the cigar in my mouth and scratch the match against the seat lighting it and puffing the cigar. I normally just smoke cigarettes but it's so depressing. Today would be the day I have to go back to London. I was having so much fun here and I didn't want that to end but I also had to go home and protect my friends. Well Kha'liya wasn't my friend because she's a total complete utterly bitch but I guess since she was a survivor she has to be protected to.

I roll my eyes at the thought and I get a call on my IPhone 7 Plus. I sigh and answer the phone.

" This is April Firehouse who might this be?" I answer and the person scoffs on the other line.

" Really April? So you don't know me?" I recognize Charles' voice. I've been dreading this conversation for a long time. Basically the plan was when I got back in London I would just avoid him because surely he'd seen the pictures of me and Leo in the media.

" Charles."sigh.....What do you want?"...sigh

" I want to talk to you!" He yells and I mask a scowl. Yep, he had defiantly seen the media photos.

" Charles I have to catch my jet back to London, I'll talk to you when I get back to London because right now is not the time to talk," I lied. Well partially, I was taking my jet back to London. It was the perfect time to talk but I didn't want to hear what he had to say because I was scared I would break down at sight of him in mind mentally too. I have never seen myself so vulnerable and weak. Hell I wasn't even this vulnerable and weak when I died and found out that Xavier had cheated on me. And that's what scared me. I was too vulnerable and weak when all my life I had been told that being vulnerable and weak were a weakness and they could only cause you hurt and pain.

" No April I need to talk to you now because I love-" I cut him off by hanging up the phone in his face.

" WHAT DO I DO?!" I scream knowing no one can hear me and knowing my knowledge of those categories. What's happening to me? Why are my walls being broke down? Why am I giving in? What am I going to do? What did I do wrong? Calming down I get out of the limo and get on my jet walking upstairs and taking a remorseful shower.
Jesus if there is one, WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE TO YOU?! I laugh at my thought and walk out the shower wrapping a stiff towel around me and walking into my walk in closet. I choose emoji themed pants with a red tank top and my red All-star high tops. Finally I puff out my jet black hair and let it air dry cascading gracefully down to my butt.

I race down the stairs with my hair bouncing behind me

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I race down the stairs with my hair bouncing behind me. I literally needed to get it cut but I know it will just grow back stronger and longer. Because it was humid outside it just puffed up a lot more and I didn't even bother running back in the jet to straighten it out. I find my limo parked right by the jet. Home sweet-

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