5.S.O.S adopted ME!?

begining, not the end

Calums P.O.V:

As I thought it wasn't going to be easy to get Jacob back. It has been 3 months since I found my baby boy in a home just 30 minuites down the road from where I live, and I still have not been able to get him  back. The court say that they can not accept my offer to adopt Jacob, when I asked why they did not say. Later, I found out that the reason they did not aprove of my offer to adopt Jacob was because I did not have a "check", which ment they have not interrogated me and snooped through my whole entire life until they found one little bug they did not approve of to use it against me. Come on! what normal parent has not had a few ups and downs in their life? Whos life is perfect!? Clearly mine must be worst then worst because they did not even look into my files, as soon as they knew my name they threw the case in the trash without emotion.

I have invested so much money into getting MY baby boy back, and will carry on till he is in my house, living with his family and me looking after him till he becomes one of those grumpy teenagers and hate me. But I dont care as long as I have my boy with me and he grows up to be restectable to every one and will be resected. I wouldn't be able to protect him from every thing, but thats what parents are there for, to help guid their children through life and get them through the tough times. That is where the wise words from your past actions, bad or good, comes into view. That is why I do not believe parents have to be perfect from birth, because what is perfect. If they was "perfect" in the eyes of the court how would they be able to deal with a kid, or a teenager getting into trouble? If they was so "perfect" when they was a kid how would they help the child go through something they have not because their life had no hiccups.

Through these days and weeks and months, the boys have gone on to get small gigs and jobs here and there. However, I have been at home trying to find every possible way to get past this damn court!

Adoption is not easy, but I made a promise that day when i foud him in that crumbling home, that I will get him out of there nd he will become apart of my family again. Filling that empty space in my heart once again.

You may be wondering why it is so hard to adopt him? Well they said that because of my past, being in a band, going on tour, never in one place for more than a few days until im off again to anouther city or country or town. They believe that it would be unhealthy for a child to be so unstable. However, they do not understand that was my past and I no longer go on tour around the world. When I tried to argue my point they shut me down an brought up how I was "underage drinking" and said I am unresponsible to look after a kid for the actions I did more than 10 years ago!! I wonder if I brought up their Wiggy ass pasts I would find some dirty secrects they kept hidden.

But like I say every time I leave that court room, "I will be back tommorow and by the end of this, I will get MY son back"

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SO GUYS! HEY I HAVE UPDATED......maybe for the last time. I think i have decided to rap this book up, but im not sure. If you want this book to keep going I will try, however I do not really know where to take it from here. Maybe there would be a sequal....Or maybe not.

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Luv ya'll, peace out!