A shattered soul (William x reader)

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You honestly don't remember what happened last night and from how Will was acting, you Didn't want to. You were at work when a lady rushed to you.
"(y/n) (l/n)?"she asked. She had a white jacket on, and a blue top on, like a doctor or nurse.
"yes" you said back and she handed you the piece of paper. Some how with all the mayhem you had manager to do that scan at hospital. This was the results of that scan. You opened it slowly and pretty much instantly dropped it. There was a lot of writing but the first thing you realised was the words " Cancer confirmed." you felt where the lump was. You could feel it, which made it all worse. You called out Wills name a lot while tears poured out. He obviously hadn't heard you so someone ran to his office and got him, William ran to you. He grabbed you and held you close. The person that had got him had given him the piece of paper you dropped. You wiped your eyes and got out of Wills grip. He looked at you weird.
"I'm continuing with work" you said firmly and you did. will let you, he wanted to keep you happy.

But then this happened:

You were on a job to reap a soul. You had just collected it was now on the walk home over the roof tops. Everything became fuzzy and you were going dizzy. You fell off the roof into a group of people. They all gathered around more to see if you were all right, which put claustrophobia on top of the dizziness and fuzziness. You closed your eyes and passed out. You could hear the doctors talking... The human doctors that is... You weren't breathing. Reapers don't need to breathe, but humans do. The claimed you as dead but no one knew who you were or how you died. Either the fall had killed you, which you had no injuries from, or the cancer which they took a while to discover. You weren't dead though. You could hear a voice speaking.
"you sure she's dead, theres no scratches or anything." that voice was all to familiar. You were at the undertakers parlour.
"yes sir" another guy said, presumably the doctor.
"How boring" undertaker spoke. When the guy left he walked up to you. "(y/n), can you hear me?" he asked. You wanted to respond but you couldn't. You tried so hard to move but all that happened was your finger twitched. From that undertaker knew you were alive, even if you weren't breathing.

Grell came in a bit after he was a bit hysterical. He leaned over the coffin which you were laid in to talk to Undertaker then he looked down and saw you.
"(y/n)!" he yelled. You were, however, unresponsive. He panicked and poked your cheek. "(y/n)!" he yelled again.
"Shes alive." Undertaker told him "coma." Grell was still worried.
" I have to go get William" Grell said. No not William. Any one but William. I don't want him to be hurt by me again.
"No. You stay" Undertaker said "unless your going to get a doctor to get rid of this lump" he poked your cancerous lump. It hurt but you couldn't move to flinch away.