A shattered soul (William x reader)

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a/n- hello my kiddy winkles (love that phrase so please dont get offended) I am sorry to say I cannot remember what the plot for this book was going to be as it has been going on for a long time, however I will tell you that I will keep it going for a few more chapters. It seems I didn't really have a plot to begin with, more just having sub plots. let me know what I should do with this

A couple of weeks went by and not as many reapers were showing up dead, but there were still quite a few dying. I was quite scared to go out without at least two people with me. Anyway time for the gossip: Grell and Ronald have been getting very close recently- like almost kissing close- but it always gets interrupted and then Grell leaves. I think Grell is already seeing someone but wont share who because she wants to spare Ronald's feelings. I had my spies (Alan and Eric) to watch where she goes and has informed me that its always to the Undertakers parlor. I am super nosey. I NEED TO KNOW WHATS GOING ON!

Grell rushed up to me and hugged me. She was crying. Her arms wrapped around me and when I asked her what was wrong but she never answered and just kept crying.  I bugged her till she gave in.
"Undie asked me out" she answered.
"And you're upset over that? What did you say to him?" I asked. I can't help being nosy when it comes to relationships. Grell shook her head.
"I never answered him. How could I? I mean he's nice and all, but so is Ronnie and I can't break Ronnie's heart." I sat her down with a mischievous grin on my face. 
"So are you saying yes to Ronald's proposal then?" asked I. She shook her head again. I now understand why she cried about it. If she chooses Ronald then Undie will be upset and vise versa however if she chooses neither then they are both upset.

12 pm rolled around and my stomach growled with hunger. Will had managed to get down the stairs and went up to me. I helped him remove his shirt to check his wounds. Unraveling the bloody bandage I found their was no would there any more, but when I touched where it was his breath changed. I feel bad for him. He got hurt and I wasn't there to stop it from happening. He could have died and so could Ronnie and I wouldn't have known for over a week whether he was dead or alive. The idea of that scares me. Will took hold of my waist and pulled me close. His head rested onto my shoulder and he breathed in my scent like he was going to lose me and he would have to remember it.

We had lunch. Mushrooms on toast. I haven't had that since I was younger. We ate in silence then  Ronald rolled around hungry and wanting food. Grell sat down and rest her head against the counter as she left the room after Ronald. I noticed a love bite on her neck which wasn't there earlier. 
"Did you make up your mind Grell?" I asked and her head picked up and she nodded slowly before laying it back down. Ronald wrapped his arms around her waist from behind. He had a slice of toast in his mouth and was eating it while holding her. I smiled seeing that she was keeping Ronald happy.

Will tackled me as a stone came flying through the window towards my head. I hit the floor and banged my head. The stone had a note wrapped around it. I rubbed my head as William opened it.
"Its from the demon Sebastian Michaelis. He's letting us know who is in charge of all these demon attacks." He said. I looked at the note. Claude Faustus. "He also said the reason why." There was a photo of me. He's doing all this, taking lives, to get to me. 
"Excuse me" said I as I got up off the floor and walked to my room. Will followed me and came in. We had a short discussion. Their was tears. Then their was kissing followed by some very very very loud sex.

It was 6 pm before we came out of the room. Grell was sat in front of the fire cuddled up to Ronald under a blanket. The Undertaker had apparently come round and was sat reading on the sofa. It was like a family tabloid. I see all these people as my family. Will sat next to Undertaker on the couch and I sat on his lap. The couch is only a 2 seater so only 2 are meant to be on it, but Will doesn't mind me on his lap. The room was in silence for a while.
"You got another note" Undertaker spoke, breaking the silence. I let out a sigh as he told us what it was. They were going to have to sacrifice me before the demons start to invade reaper households. My eyes closed as I started to feel sick.
"Well we aren't going to give her up" Will said and his grip around my waist tightened slightly. 
"We could never do that" Grell spoke up. I close my eyes. 
"They give you 8 weeks to decide." Undertaker said though it was clear already that the decision was no. 

8 weeks went by very fast. I felt myself getting sicker as it drew to a close, but I don't think I was nervous. I skipped a couple of periods. At first when I missed the first one I thought it was because of stress but when the second one was supposed to come and didn't, I had another idea. That morning I ran to a mirror and saw that my theory was correct. My stomach had grown slightly, my breasts were bigger but also very tender. Words cannot explain how quickly I had ran to Will to wake him up. He looked at me and smiled, bidding me good morning. 
"Will I'm pregnant" I said rather loudly. He sat up and looked at me.
"You sure?" he asked. I nodded then he grabbed me and pulled me into a tight embrace before kissing me all over my face.

The morning seemed happy until the demons broke into the house. They captured all of us and threw us in cells. That was the last time I saw Will in months. The last time I saw Ronald and Grell as well. The baby was forming, so Claude looked after me. I don't know well the others were looked after. 
"Hows the baby?" Claude asked stroking my stomach. I didn't want to answer. Claude has claimed the baby as his own even though it isn't.
"Still not yours" I spat at him. He slapped my face. I had black eyes and bruises from every time he hit me. I'm refusing everything because the baby is Will's and I am Will's. He continued to rub my stomach.
"I bet you can't wait for it to come out." I didn't understand what he meant by that, but later on I did.