A shattered soul (William x reader)

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(William's POV)

She started to get worse. I knew that soon I would have to take her to the mental institute. (Y/n) has stopped talking all together. She spends the time sat in front of the fireplace watching the flame. It seems to be fascinating her. I wish I knew what was going on in her head. (Y/n) carried on watching the flames as I placed a plate of toast on her lap. I have been making sure she still eats. She will eat it if I giver her it, but if not she will go hungry. I rested my forehead against hers and kissed her cheek.
"(y/n) say something please." I begged.  She took a deep breath, like she was going to speak, but nothing came out afterwards. "Oh (y/n)." Tears threatened to come out of my eyes and I couldn't hold them back. 

(Your POV)

I wanted to speak, but it didn't want to come out. Oh Will, please don't cry. My eyes started to tear up and it caught Will's attention as tears fell onto my toast. William held my head in his hands and kissed my forehead. 
"Try to talk (y/n)" Will begged of my. I wanted to, but I did not know what to say. Where do I begin. Maybe I should apologize, but how do I apologize for something I can't help. 
"I-" I began but the words never formed in my mouth because I hadn't thought of any. 
"You what?" Will's face was lighting up because I had spoken a word. "Come on (Y/n), you can do it." His encouraging words  made me think of what to say.
"I am sorry I am so weak" I said and went back to crying. He pulled my head to his chest and stroked my hair reassuringly. 
"You are not weak. You have had a very terrible disease and have had to fight through it. If it were me that had it I would have probably been too weak to fight it, but it was you not me."
"I love you Will" I didn't know how to respond to Will's comment so I just said the simple words which are honest and true. 
"I know hun, I love you to."

Will had taken me to bed when a loud knock was at the door. He rushed to it quickly leaving me alone. I heard talking but I didn't know what was happening. I chose to ignore it and go to sleep. According to William, I need my rest, so that is what I am going to do.

(Will's POV)

I went to the door to see who was there and I saw Ronald holding a barely conscious and bloody Grell. Ronald himself had a few cuts and bruises. I let them in and helped Ronald lay Grell on the couch. 
"What happened Knox?" I asked as I grabbed the first aid kit from the kitchen and started to clean and bandage Grell's wounds.
"Demons. They have realized that if they come together as a group and get a reaper alone they can kill it." Ronald explained. "I was walking out of a bar after spending time with Eric and Alan. I was going to meet Grell, but they attacked me. Grell came and protected me. Mr Spears what are we going to do? They are ganging up on us and if they get enough of them they may invade our house holds. The two of us cannot protect both Grell and (Y/n), and both of them at the moment are too weak to protect themselves."
"Grell is the only one who is too weak. If (y/n) rests tonight I assure you that tomorrow she will be up to a good strength again." I told him.
"How can you be so sure? She wasn't speaking earlier, just staring into space."
"She started to talk, once she had figured out what to say" I explained and looked at Ronald. "I should clear up your wounds."
"No I am fine sir. Just tend to Grell, I will sort myself out"Ronald said. I agreed with him and let him do it. 

(y/n) woke up part way through the night and came wandering into the kitchen. She looked at me and then Grell. 
"What happened?" She asked and knelt by me. I was exhausted but Grell still needed help.
"Her and Ronald were attacked by demons." I explained. She had guessed Ronald was asleep in my bed and so knew I couldn't go rest.
"Will you try and sleep?" She asked. I stood up. 
"I just need coffee. I will be fine" I told her. She shook her head. "(y/n) I need to watch over Grell."
"I'll do that you go to sleep in my room." Her room used to be my spare room, but that is not important right now. (Y/n) wouldn't take no for an answer and I ended up having to go to sleep. I don't blame her for sending me, I need my sleep as much as she does and I'd make her sleep.