PATIENCE OR DEAL

PAST MEMORIES AND PRESENT MOTIVES

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I was walking on the side of the road ,my lips they just turned into a smile when I saw the two little boys wearing the white shirt ,blue shorts their tie was small like their height they were carrying a small bag which was probably heavier for them more than any big stone their yellow water bottle was painted with their favourite cartoon character DORAEMON  they were carrying the bottle in their left hand and were walking like two carefree birds as the bird when it walks  on a ground It probably do it to pick something from ground usually food similarly those two boys were excited to walk because they are lucky to get the food of education .No tension ,No stress those 6 years boys probably knew what their destination is , they probably knew how many friends they have they also knew what currently they want which is to reach  at the perspective time at school today was of course a Saturday so many schools usually used to be closed but some private schools who are really strict take the one day freedom from the students .

I can tell you they both were irritating their mom a lot as she had hid the chocolate in her bag but they were pleading her to give them what they need .I was probably enjoying their  conversation because I was walking on footpath and they were walking on side road they were just busy that they didn't notice me  I know it's a bad manner to eavesdropped but there voices were very loud as each and every man who were walking and some were mopping the front of their shops can easily hear what they were discussing ,soon they just take the left turn and I took the right suddenly  the morning talk with my mom had hit my mind I was trying my best to forget it but it was not Easy to forget I was waiting for the bus to arrive and the words of my mom were still echoing in my ear

"Mom tell me what happened I mean what is connection of Haya engagement and your sad mood I am really unable to deciphers your feelings " I said with a soft tone but my words were hard

She remove her eyes from the morning scene and put it on my face her eyes immediately turn soft when she saw that I was worrying for her she put her right hand on my right cheek and starts to brush it then said "Arsalah my dear you know Naa that now you are the only one remaining in the whole paternal side who is unmarried . U don't  have idea how our relatives will see me and questioned me about your marriage what reply will I give to them ... That's  my Arsalah she's thinks  she is really different from other girls and don't compare my daughter with her cousins .or I will state the truth to them that she don't want to get married ...so please don't send any desi aunties for her proposals " she ended her conversation with deep sigh

I on the other hand knew that this marriage topic is on its peak  and now this time  I have to face each and every person who will questioned me about my personal view I just said my mom
"U know my reasons very well " she was continuously staring me and a tear formed in her left black eye ,she again turned her face towards the window " Arsalah just because of some other people and their mistakes why are you punishing yourself  why just for me you can't put a false facade so this world will not have any complaints about you "

" mom I have told you thousand times that Allah haven't sent me here to answer each and every Person and to become like a ROBOT who will do the same things what the others are doing ...he has sent me for some purpose the purpose that those little mind people can't really understand ...I know the way which I have chosen for myself it's full of thrones but at last and at the end in sha Allah I know that I will earn the the thousand of roses ...have you ever think that why I have busied my weekends by choosing to intern the children at a orphanage  house ... Because it really provides me with the internal peace which I can't get in attending those weddings where the man who think that he is super educated will turned into a big beast by seeing the tonnes of food on the buffet " I tried my best to jumble my mom mind so she will not stressed me to do which I really don't want to do ..  Which was to answer her