Mr Player, Mr Popular and I

8. Fate doesn't want it to happen, at least not yet...

Jesslyn's POV.

I swear, if I have to sit next to Jackson again in maths, I will kill myself. Oh my god, how did I survive the past two weeks of him tormenting me about my "humongous" crush on his twin brother; Luke.

Jackson is so annoying, and mean! Not as mean as Mia, but still mean! But you know, since when has life liked me? Cause if it did, I wouldn't be in maths right now, in a grumpy mood about failing the first test, next to stupid, annoying Jackson. 

Great, 3 more minutes till I get out of here. Thank god it's the end of the day; period 6.

I'm honestly smart. Really! I am gunning english and biology and all those other classes. It's just the maths bit I'm not so smart at. 'Lukeypoo' sooo jinxed it in that text.

"Baby girl, when you and Luke get married, would you go behind his back to be with me? Like in those movies, cough cough 'porn', where the wife cheats on the husband with the brother in law?" Jackson asks innocently, earning an elbow shoved at him. Well, my elbow to be exact.

"Baby girl that hurt." He says, pretending to be a mad three year old. Idiot.

"Aw, too bad I don't care! And of course you would watch porn." I huff. I can't even bother with him right now.

How in the whole entire universe did I fail my first test? Not to mention getting pretty much everything on my homework sheets wrong for the last two weeks: D- this and E+ that.

And then there's Jackson, A+ this, A+ that. What the hell? How is he doing better than me? He even got 97% on the test; while I got stupid 42%. I am so done with maths, Jackson.... And Jackson again.

"Baby girl, I don't need to. I have girls throwing themselves onto me. Why would I need to watch that stuff? That's for fucking loners. I am not a loner." Jackson says, smirking. I'm about to rip his head off. I can't do this anymore. I'm so stressed.

"Shut up for god sake." I snap.

I can't do this. This whole week has been horrible. And not just because of Jackson. I've been getting so much homework, and it doesn't help when you have to swim 8 times a week. Waking up at 4:45am to get to swimming, then getting ready to leave  at 6:30pm the same day for the evening session. That's two sessions a weekday, so I'm so tired.

My coach hates me. My maths teacher hates me by putting me here, next to Jackson because of a stupid seating plan. And just.... ARGH. I AM SO DONE WITH LIFE.

And I miss my family. I miss Lukeypoo. I miss his best mates. I miss Ester. I miss my dog, Oscar. Oh how much I miss him. He's probably so lonely right now, with out me.

And then every time I get a chance to talk with Luke, Mia comes in and takes him away, or something to get his attention away from me, to her. Because other than being stuck with her at swimming, I also have her in the only class I have with Luke and my friends; English. Yep, life hates me.

"Jesslyn, why are you so grumpy lately? I swear to god, all you've been doing this fucking week is snapping and huffing at me. And it's so god damn annoying. But sexy. But still. It's like you're on your period, and... Oh... Oh my god, you're on your period, aren't you?" Jackson asks, smirking but amused.

Oh my god. I am on my period. But I don't need that idiot to know! How I hate being a girl. And the cramps- oh my god, they are the worst.

"No. No I'm not." I say quickly.

"Oh really? Because if I recall properly, that time in the change rooms, you said that you should be getting it in two weeks, and that was two weeks ago. Besides, you've been a bitch this whole week!" Jackson laughs.