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200 miles away

I'm just gonna put this here so I can look back on it and remember how worried and sad I was:

So my girlfriend; Phil or Phillest as most call her, lives in Germany... so about 200 miles away from me.

About four or five months ago we said we'd meet up in the summer holidays when both of us were free, and she'd come over to see her uncle who lives in Lancashire for a while. Sadly he's like never home so he never knew when he was coming back so Phil could stay over. We said we'd meet up half way, so near Manchester.

Later on Phil went to the hospital, she's been many times due to allergies and research, but the staff do the same things every time and keep her there for a while. So this was nearing the first week of the summer holidays. Second week, still in hospital and stuff. Third week, out of hospital but her uncle is only available at home on the 20th of August to the like the 4th of September.... but Phil goes back to school on the 24th of August.

This resulted in her mum telling her there's no point in going to England, to meet me, to see her uncle.

This was when I got upset because I've never met someone like Phil, so passionate, playful and childish at times yet serious at other times. She's so caring and loving and adorable and I can't express how much I want to meet her in person. We're thinking of solutions, but around now I'm not getting my hopes up to see her. I don't think I'm gonna see her this summer, which kind of breaks my heart. But knowing Phil is good enough for me, and for her to be mine and for me to be hers is such a wonderful thing.