just an emotional rant tbh

22 1 1
                                    

dear callum,
you're fucking scum. okay, you're probably as oblivious right now as i was when you first kissed me. i have a few things to say to you, that i can't actually say to you now that you've blocked me and i never want to hear from you again. number one) why treat me like a fucking princess? you were just using me, so why treat me like that, why make me fall in love with you?! number two) i want my hickeys gone now, i'm disappointed in myself for allowing this happen. number three) you should have been the responsible one, you should have stopped yourself, but instead you just had to toy with three people's feelings at once... number four) fun fact, i've never felt this sad in my life :) number five) you made me feel so happy, you made me feel like there was no one else, like it was all worth it. when i almost missed the train, you took my hand and we ran. when i was upset, you cupped my chin and kissed me better. when i was tired, you picked me up bridal style under the beautiful scene of trees and fairy lights surrounding them, i had never felt happier. that day was the best day of my life. when you linked my hand with yours, you felt me shiver and you kissed my hand better. when i refused to sit next to you as a joke, you stole my drink and i did as you said, sitting next to you, i fell asleep instantly due to being so comfortable. when i left and looked out the window of the train, it reminded me of the lask kiss we shared. it was sweet, nice and short due to almost missing the train. i fucking loved you. so why make me feel like that feeling was mutual? when in reality, i wasn't the one one.

Shut Up! rants & bantsWhere stories live. Discover now