At first I used to copy some stories of doraemon movie series in to book and show friends but one day she saw my book took home to read then after that I got more interest and started writing my own story's and sit near to her bench and do acting to read that book so she could see it and take it.
After a year my friends thought that I love her and they started teasing in front of her. But she didn't ask me why they saying like that. But I lied her once! that day we were coming from extra class my friend planned to make me talk her he went back. I was all alone she asked why in your notes my name is written I lied that my friends wrote it and she asked do u love me. I didn't say anything and I just smiled and went away from there. I didn't talk, I don't want to show her my face to her but I didn't want her to think that I am taking advantage of her friendship. I didn't accuse myself if she says that of anything or tells me I was being childish. But couldn't stay without seeing her and I simply just see her from distance. And one day Finally, she looked at me in her quiet way and smiled, with her black brown eyes as she said, "where have u got transfer I just said Chennai then she said I also got transfer to Chennai too then she left that place. Then inside me I was flying over the heaven with happiness but the happiness didn't stayed long it created a distance of 5hrs I was all most lost hope. Then I created fb for her I searched by her Name but didn't got but after few months I received a friend request for her I was so happiness I can't express it.
But after I joined collage and stayed in hostel I didn't got chance to talk to her for 1 whole year that created more thinking
her and more love on her. Every morning and night first thinking is about her.
But then my 11th complete. In 12th we were using mobiles. I came to know that every day at night is online on Facebook when I get time I used to open and try talk to her.
Once i told her will u please call me and say best of luck in phone call she said I am not your girlfriend to say you. that time I felt like heart broke. Then after a few days later at time of my exam I received a message for her saying (best of luck) I was so happy. I completed my exams well. Few days later she said I have boyfriend I got heart broke little more. But not lost hope my friends said its better for you to say fast to her what you want to say her.
But I can't. I thought to take help of her sister I said her all that but she said I don't want my sister to be in relationship she got her studies. Then whenever I get time I used to open the photos in mobile ad just keep on seeing it and almost my 12th was going to finish.
One day I got time I was all alone in room I just felt to see her photo I just opened it kept looking at it with hearing songs. I was looking In her eyes her eyes that convinced me to say and I said her my feelings but she didn't replied for 4 months I was just hoping for good reply at last she replied ( leave me alone ) that's it. I cried whole night but I couldn't stop myself I didn't wanted but I said to unfriend or block me but she replied I can't you are one of my best friend can we be friends like before I was happy again reading that message.
I thought myself that everyone has their own choice to love. It would be better to just love her and for her just a friend as she want
My friends said she is not good for you don't worry in future you will meet more beautiful girls that her. But I was not convinced as there is one life there should be one love
Suddenly one night she gave her number and told to call her I was so happy and I call her but she asked for help that her boyfriend is not taking to her she gave his number and I didn't think of anything why she said I was just in tension that is she is struck in any problem because she was talking to me in a hurry. I called him he didn't attend call I tried many time and picked up I said to call her but he said are you (Raja SHEKAR) I said no but he didn't believe and gave me warning stay away from her. I felt angry I thought to give him a warning by my side also but I remembered that he is her boyfriend so it would not be good I remained calm after that I called her again she said sorry I felt good then I talk I asked his name she said another name then I came to know that her boyfriend has changed but I didn't ask the reason. I lost hope on her I thought I would find someone who understand and love who I was, no matter how strange or complicated I was. But still I can't forget her because i thought that I had found someone that I could love without being afraid to love in her at other side
