Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 19

"Is it bad I want to kiss you so fucking bad," he whispered to me as he passed me the flimsy cigarette.

"Not at all," I replied looking up into his eyes as my teeth found their way to the inside of my cheek.

I knew Harry would hate me for this. I knew things would never be the same between us ever again. Things wouldn't be able to be mended this time. Oddly I didn't really care. Why worry about the future when you have the here and now to put all your focus on. Here and now I wanted to kiss this beautiful stranger and nothing could stop me. Well maybe something could stop me.

Harry stood pissed off like never before in front of me. Frozen in the pose of me leaning into the boy, I looked into Harry's jagged green eyes. Anger swirled through his green orbes. I had crossed the line.

"Did I interrupt something?"

"Yeah you kinda did mate," the beautiful boy grinned hazily at Harry.

"Well don't let me fucking stop you then."

Harry walked out of the room pushing drunk teenagers out of the way. A series of cuss words could be heard from them. Red cups spilt liquor on the carpet like the tears threatening to spill from my eyes. I wrapped my arms around the boy. I laid my head on his lap. His fingers laced through my hair.

"My names Ashton by the way."

I couldn't help but giggle at the fact after what just happened all he had to say was his name. I lifted my head off his lap to look at him. He was adorable.

"Mines Lily and well that was my boyfriend Harry. Well we're not exactly dating but -."

"It's complicated," we said in unison.

I laid my head back on his lap. Grabbing his rather large hands I started to play with his hands.

"It's weird I feel like I've known you for ages and we met an hour ago. Is that even possible?"

"Very possible, I feel the same," he said smiling down at me.

After an awkward silence of me playing with his fingers and him taking drags of his cigarette, I heard him clear his throat. His face showed that he looked almost embarrassed to talk.

"I still want to kiss you," he finally said.

I titled my head up and stared at his lips. I propped my elbows on the couch and planted a kiss on his lips. I felt his lips press against mine aggressively. His hands found my waist, pulling me up onto his laps. My arms snaked around his neck, my fingers tugging at his hair. I felt his long fingers grab my ass. I couldn't help but let out a giggle.

"Do you want to go upstairs?,"Ashton

whispered.

The only thing running through my mind was how soft his lips felt and the song "Post Break Up Sex" by The Vaccines.

Harry's P.O.V

I walked away from Lily and the asshole she was about to kiss. I had to push multiple drunk teenagers out of the way before I could even maneuver my way close to the door. How could she kiss him? I thought she cared about me. Why him, what's wrong with me?

"Harry where you going? Party just started," Niall slurred.

"Im just going for a smoke. I'll be back later," I said through clenched teeth.

He's too drunk to realize I wasn't coming back, not even for Lily. I hope she was having fun with that prick. I bet she loves his lips all over hers and his hands obviously not kept to himself. Who am I kidding? Its killing me inside that she chose him over me. They just met. That should be me kissing her. Who knows what they could be doing? I just prayed that Lily wouldn't do anything dumb. I can't save her from everything.

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