My words may seem like I understand the world
                              but they are simply strings I have pulled from my mind
                              and sewn into a sentence not knowing the beginning or end
                              only knowing the empty space between where I wish you could be
                              Eventually it won't matter, something always manages to break through.
                              Whether it's illness, or people in pain who feel it necessary to put more in pain, something will get through. And everything will be brought to and end.
                              Words, they cascade through the air
                              landing, not always fair
                              ripping some down
                              building some up
                              with different intentions
                              with different luck.
                              voices not understood, hidden inside a head
                              not able to explore, all the hurt that was said
                              never know
                              never feel
                              never find
                              never real
                              just a dream that has been woken, by the hurt and the unspoken.
                              they hurt me, they loosen my grip
                              they put up obstacles, they make me trip
                              they fight me, they win my soul
                              they find my heart, they make a hole
                              they hide my voice, they hide my pain
                              they make me cry, they make me insane
                              they lean on me, they fill me with hate
                              they hate me, they ruin my fate
                              they kill my mind, they are my foe
                              who are they, I don't know
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  