You're words so loose,
                              so bitter-sweet,
                              i don't know what i want.
                              a part of me has disconnected
                              a part of me has fallen,
                              and the rest of me follows.
                              So much to do,
                              Is time even here,
                              am i struggling against fake chains.
                              Are there limits?
                              have i reached those limits,
                              have i done my job,
                              have i answered your questions,
                              have i earned a sob?
                              My heart beats in fear i've done something wrong,
                              but until i submit, i won't know. 
                              My mind ends the  day on a shaky note,
                              what tomorrow has to offer me, 
                              i have yet to know,
                              but i know the gifts of today,
                              and i accepted each one with open arms.
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  