Chapter Twelve

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Zane P.O.V.
  I walked into the living room and sat down next to Travis on the couch. "A demon and demon warlock falling in love." He said smiling. "Weird huh." I said smiling back. "I'm just happy that your showing emotions. That are not just angry and sad. Your happy!" He said. "Yeah yeah. Sometimes you act like Garroth and Vlyad I swear." I said turning on the tv. Travis put his hand on my shoulder and I put my head on his.
  "Hey Zane why don't you speak German or French." 'No Carrie. Nobody needs to know you helped me speak different languages.' "You're going to slip up. You always do Zane.' "Zane!" Travis said snapping me back from me and Carries conversation. "Sorry what." I said. "Okay that's it." He said taking my mask and running across the room. "Travis!" I growled. "No come with me please." He said. "Where? I'm sorry I zoned out." I said. "Library." He said. "I need to meet Dante." He said the last word kinda like he wasn't happy. "Well now I definitely want to come." I said. "Good come on." He said. "Give me my mask." I growled. He handed me my mask and I put it on.
~At the library!~
  "Hey Dante." Travis said like he did nothing. Like he did in Highschool. "Hey Travis and Zane." He said he sounded kinda sad not like he used to. We sat down across from Dante. "So I really just wanted to say I'm sorry for everything. I really didn't mean too. I was an idiot and hated it. When I finally started using my head and saw I was acting stupid." Dante said. He sounded for real this time unlike on the phone. "Oh and Zane sorry about Gene I mean I really didn't tell him too do that. I mean for real." He said looking at me now. "It's fine I can handle him." I said. Half truth I could handle him but I wasn't fine with it. "Actually Zane when we first say each other you said something what was it." Dante asked. "Faire taire." I said. "Huh?" Travis said. "It's French I was telling you to shut up." I said. "I mean I was pissed." I said. "Understandable I mean I did try to-" He said before I cut him off. "Let's not talk about that d'accord." I said saying okay in French. I forgot I wasn't talking to a bright man but I guess he understood because he said okay. We were talking for a while. "Hey Zane can you say something in french again it's cute" Travis said. "Maybe later." I said. "No now pleaseeeeee." He said dragging in the 'e' for a very long time. "Maybe,or maybe German." I said. "You speak German." Dante said. His face was priceless same as Garroth's when he saw me smile. "Yes now Hör auf, mich zu nerven." I said. I hated the way everybody was shocked when they heard me speak German or French jeez. "Wow okay so this guy is more of a mystery than we thought." Dante said. I looked up and whispered "Not always by choice you know." "What I couldn't hear you?" Dante said. "Nothing just talking to myself." I said.

~When they got home!~

  I sat on the couch and looked up. When Travis left the room I finally let the tears I have been holding back fall down my face. I was pretending wasn't I? I lifted up my jacket sleeves and shirt sleeves and looked at both wrist now. I felt Travis grab my hand and lean my head on his shoulder. "You such at hiding pain behind those eyes Zane." He said. "I know,but I didn't have to care before." I said. He wrapped his arms around me and held me there. "Danke." I said. "Huh?" He said. "It means thank you in german." I said. The tears stop falling and I hugged him. I didn't want to lose him and I feel like I won't. But I always lose everything so who says this won't end up the same way. Ich kann diesen Krieg nicht gewinnen. I remember those words and I remember my journal. Almost ever word Carrie taught me were negative. I keep wondering what was the first word she taught me then I remembered it was Ich hasse es zu kämpfen , aber hasse es zu verlieren. I repeated those words in that journal. It was time to burn the journal. I had too even of that meant lossing a part of my soul. Even if it meant causing harm to Carrie making her go back on her deal. Ich liebe es zu gewinnen und ich gewinne diese Schlacht zumindest. It was going to happen.


Author note:It's short I know. Now for people who are going to ask I can't speak German nor French well a lot of French . I looked it all up online.

Ich kann diesen Krieg nicht gewinnen- I can not win this war

Ich hasse es zu kämpfen , aber hasse es zu verlieren- I hate to fight, but hate to lose it

Ich liebe es zu gewinnen und ich gewinne diese Schlacht zumindest- I love to win it and I win this battle at least

There are the meanings so you don't have to look it up okay. Bye pplz! <3

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