Texting|| IanSomerhalder

Chapter 29

Zach and Matt arrived at Pauls and we explained what happened, which made Zach and Matt angry at Ian to.

"Guys I know he's hurt me but I don't want you all to fall out with him! It's my problem with him not u guys, plus you've known Ian longer than me, except Paul". I said shrugging.
"Don't be silly saskia we have known you nearly a year now and we love you, if he hurts u he hurts us" candice said smiling, everyone nodded agreeing.

"Well it's gonna be so awkward today seen as though we have to go to set and do scenes with him, gonna have to hold my self back from punching him" Paul said frowning.
"Don't even dare Paul" I shouted.

"Great I've got a text from Julie shes asked me if i can go in with you guys and help her out by doing your makeup because the makeup artist has called in sick, great that means seeing Ian face to face" I shrugged.

"You don't have to do it?" Daniel said. "I don't wanna let Julie down, plus I'll be with you guys!" They all smiled and we all got ready.
"Right that's it! Your gonna dress sexy so Ian knows what he's missing!" Candice winked.
"Hmmmm i don't know candice..."
"No buts! Your wearing this! And your having your hair Curley and I'm doing your makeup."

I put on some white ripped jeans with a grey crop top showing my tanned toned tummy, with some black heels. Candice did my hair and makeup and once we were ready we headed to set together.

Once we arrived at set Paul gave me a tight hug and whispered in my ear "you're gonna be okay, you have all of us and just go in there like you don't care, don't show him your hurting inside". I smiled and walked in.

We walked through the hall greeting Julie and Ian stood beside her, my heart sunk and Daniel grabbed my hand, locking our fingers together I looked up at him, "what are u doing" I whispered... "Gotta let that man know what he's missing and what a mistake he's made" he whispered in my ear winking playfully.

Ian cleared his throat and he looked down seeing Daniel and I holding hands, I could tell her was hurt, "hi Julie" everyone said giving her a hug, and everyone ignored Ian walking past him when I felt a soft grip on my arm.
"Saskia please" Ian said softly. I pulled away and Daniel scoffed at him wrapping his arm around my shoulders.

I went to the makeup room and did everyone's makeup, and great guess who's in next.... Ian.
Ian walked in with sad eyes and sat down on the chair. "Do you want me to stay with you baby?" Daniel said raising and eyebrow. "No it's okay Dan I'm good, I'll meet you after".
I ignored Ian and started doing his pale makeup, his eyes never left me but I didn't look at him until I had to start on his eyes. I looked into his eyes staring at mine and he smiled, I quickly looked away.
"Sooooo you and Daniel are a thing now?" Ian said gulping.
"Honestly Ian it has nothing to do with you, I don't even want to look at you" I mumbled trying to hold back the tears.

"Saskia please listen to me just let me explain!!"
I nodded and he spoke. "I was stupid okay? I should of asked you first instead of jumping to conclusions, I was very wrong and I've been a mess, I mean look at me! I havnt slept, I can't eat, I can't do anything knowing I've fucked everything up with you, I love you so much".
He looked up at me waiting for a reply.

I turned to him, "Ian I love you to but you hurt me! I told you everything about my abusive ex boyfriend how he abused me and you sat and listened and said you would never be like that, I know you would never hurt me physically but even when you shouted like that it bought back bad memories, I didn't think you were like that, I don't know if I can move on from that... " I looked up to see tears falling from ians eyes onto his lap. Seeing him cry like that made me cry. He sniffled "saskia I never want to be like that, that's not who I am, I didn't think of it that way, I can't say sorry enough because it won't make it right, just know I do love you and I messed up so hard". Tears streaming down my face I had to run out, it was hurting me seeing him and seeing him cry to.

He followed after me, crying Infront of everyone.
"Woah I've never seen Ian cry" I heard voices behind me.
"Saskia I'm sorry, I love you so much, I can't loose you, I will never mess up again, you're the most Amazing girl I've ever met and I want to be with you till the day I die, I don't give a fuck what people say and I'm not giving up on us, you're my everything and you've made my life so much better. I want kids with you, I wanna marry you in the future, and I'm certain of it, please saskia forgive me". Ian sniffled with tears down his flushed cheeks.

I heard a lot of "awes"

I looked into his ocean blue eyes and wrapped my arms around his waist kissing his soft lips, "I forgive you".
Ian had a big cheesey grin on his face kissing me back. Everyone smiled and hugged us, I playfully punched Ian. "What was that for" he laughed. "Because i just did your makeup and your tears have messed it up" I grinned.

"I love you saskia"
"I love you to Ian."