Explanation

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We finished up on set and I grabbed my things walking back to Ians car and he drove us to my place, when we arrived I got changed into something more comfy on so I slipped into my grey sweatpants and a hoodie and putting my hair into a messy bun. Ian was sat on my sofa and smiled as I walked into the front room

"Do you want a drink? A beer? Or something?" I asked. "Erm I'll just have a water please" he smiled. I handed him a cold water bottle out the fridge and sat down beside him, his ocean blue eyes staring into mine.

"Right Ian so let me explain why I'm how I am, it's hard for me to explain so bare with me. Basically I was with a guy called Justin for 2 and a half years, everything was fine he was so lovely and caring towards me. Always taking me out and comforting me, he was basically amazing! I Throrght I'd found the one who I'd be with for life.. Yano have kids with and even someday marry, but he changed it was around a year later he started to drink more and he would come home shouting at me, not letting me go out the house with my friends or anything. It got so bad he would take my phone off me and laptop and wouldn't let me contact anyone sometimes not even my parents, he started to hit me and said if I left him or told anyone he would just deny it and said I did it to myself." I cried.

"I'm so sorry saskia" Ian said with a sympathetic smile. "I'm not done yet Ian", his face turned shocked that there was more. "The worst thing was he would come to bed and I would have my back facing him because it killed me to look at his horrible abusive face, he didn't like that I wasn't giving him sex so he..." A tear slipped down my cheek as I struggled to get the words out. Ian grabbed my hand rubbing his thumb over mine, "he would force me to have sex with him. Basically raped me whilst I led there motionless, he just didn't give a fuck, he got me pregnant and when he found out I was he kicked me in the stomach until I lost my baby".

By now tears were pouring from my eyes, Ian didn't say anything he just pulled me into a tight hug and didn't let go until I wiped my tears. He held my hands and looked me straight in the eyes.
"Saskia I'm so sorry this happened to you, you're an amazingly beautiful, funny and caring women. I'm not that guy and never will be! I've known you a week now and I already know how amazing you are, I know it's to soon and I'm not gonna rush it with you, but I would like to get to know you more if you'd let me?" He smiled placing a soft kiss on my forehead.

"Thankyou for listening Ian, I've never told anyone about it apart from my family and Paul. And of course I'll let you, it just takes me some time getting to know someone now Yano..."
He pulls me into another hug and we watch some films and order food.
The conversations never stop, there's never any awkward silences.
It got late and it was my last day filming tomorrow and me and Ian were in at the same time again.

"I should get going now saskia, I don't wanna keep you from your sleep" he smirked.
"Why don't you stay over? We are on set at 1 again together tomorrow I guess?" He smiles at me, "are you sure? I don't wanna feel like you have to babe?" He says raising his eyebrows. "No no I want you to! It would be nice having some company to be honest" I say going upstairs with my things and Ian follows.

"The showers through there if you wanna take one, towels on the rack outside". "Thankyou babe" he says taking his tshirt and jeans off putting them in my closet, leaving him stood in nothing but his tight Calvin Klein white boxer shorts. He looked so good I couldn't help but look, he turned to look at me and I quickly looked away and he winked laughing.
When he got in the shower I got undressed so I could get in after him so I sat on the bed in my matching Victoria secret bra and knickers, I didnt really care if he saw me because he obviously didn't mind because he just got changed Infront of me to.

Ian stepped out the shower with just a towel wrapped round him and his jet black hair all wet and messy. His eyes looked me up and down and smiled raising his eyebrow. I laughed and went to head into the shower.

"Where am I sleeping babe?" He says shrugging his shoulders. "Erm I Throrght you could of just stayed here with me but if you don't wanna I have a spare room next door?" I mumbled.
"Oh no I didn't mean that, I just didn't wanna make you feel uncomfortable I'd prefer to stay here with you!" He grinned softly. I smiled and headed into the shower.

When I got out I towel dried my hair and put it in wet plats so it would be Curley for the morning, I walked out into the bedroom in just my towel and Ian was sat in my bed watching tv in his undies. I smiled and turned around dropping the towel revealing my bum I didn't really care because it's not like it's my front area. I felt Ians eyes watching me and slipped my pj shorts and a top on, once I was done I turned back around to ians eyes staring at me and he half grinned, I threw a cushion at him and got in bed next to him.
"Whattttt was that for!!" He playfully frowned. "I saw u staring at my ass" I played.
"What do u expect! Your sexy ass was out I'm gonna look!" He laughs wrapping his arms around my waist and we go to sleep together.

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