Texting|| IanSomerhalder

Broken man

*ians pov*
Well my birthday ended up being terrible, I lost the girl I love the most and my friends hate me to, it's been a week now and I miss her like crazy. Why did I have to do this! I know saskia isn't like that, my stupid thoughts just got carried away...
We were married for 3 days and I've already fucked it so bad. I can't stop holding her wedding ring and breaking down, what if she never forgives me? I won't be able to live with myself. I'm determined to get her back!

*end of ians pov, back to saskias*  

Since I moved in with Ian I'm obviously not gonna go back there since this whole incident so I'm living with Paul for now. I woke up next to my bestfriend who was already awake on his phone. "Morning, how you feeling?" Paul smiled giving me a hug. "Well Yano, not to great, I miss him Paul, but I don't know if I can forgive him for this, he knows I hate cheaters so why would he even think I was planning to meet up and cheat with Joseph? I was doing it all for his birthday and he flipped before asking any questions" I mumbled. Paul said nothing he just gave me a reassuring hug.

Julie has given me a job on set permanently doing the casts hair and makeup since I got the hang of it when helping out here and there. I did accept but I didn't wanna see Ian right now let alone do his makeup because I would just break down, so the other girl will be doing Ians.

"What time you on set?"Pauly I smiled. "I'm in at 12 gotta do a scene with Ian" Paul frowned. "Yeah me to so I can do your makeup, and please just be civil with him please Paul, I know your mad but just don't make a scene, be your amazing self, acting is your thing so don't blow it over an argument with me and Ian". I smiled softly. "But you're my bestfriend and always will be, but for you I won't make an argument I promise". Paul smirked.
"Right come on we have an hour to get to set lets get ready". I laughed pushing Paul off the bed.

Once ready Paul drove us to set and we entered meeting Daniel, Joseph and Kat inside, it was only them, Paul and Ian shooting most the day.
We all greeted eachother and had some brunch before heading to makeup. We all went into the hair and makeup room together and i started with Kat, it was such fun being together, nothing but laughs, Daniel messing with Joseph along with everyone joining in on the fun, it cheered me up a lot. After an hour passed I was finishing Joseph's pale makeup and Ian walked in sitting down on the sofa waiting, his eyes looking down at his feet, he didn't say a word, probably because everyone was giving him dirty looks. I coughed signalling them to stop and they did eventually stop and carried on with the laughs, Ian still sat silently.
Joseph grabbed a red lipstick out of the bag and smeared it all over my face, everyone burst out laughing as I held his arms back and Daniel helping as I went to do the same to him what he did to me. "No please don't love" he laughed struggling to get his words out, "I'm filming soon pleaseeeee don't I'm sorry!!" Joseph smirked. "Fine I'll let you off this time" I said punching his arm whilst Kat wiped the red lipstick off my face. I felt ians eyes watching me until I looked up at him he quickly looked away blushing, I noticed he still had his wedding ring on. Joseph got up sitting on Daniels knee smirking and Ian went to sit down on the chair for makeup. I packed my things and headed out with the others and the other artist entered to do ians makeup, I saw his face drop and his eyes go red in the reflection of the mirror, I cleared my throat walking out to wait till he was done so they could film.

Once he was finally done they all went on to film their scenes and thankfully they all were civil, getting their takes done first time without any arguing. Hours passed by and it was around 7pm and we all headed out to go home, it's the weekend tomorrow so there's no filming! Which means we can do something nice for the weekend together.

I grabbed my things and headed out with everyone. Ian was stood outside, "saskia? Can I speak with you for just a moment" Ian said clearing his throat. Even hearing his voice made me miss him like crazy. Before I could reply Paul pulled me away to his car, I turned back and half smiled at Ian who looked like an emotional wreck right now, it does hurt me to see him like this but I have to be strong. Paul drove us back to his place and we got into bed watching a film until we drifted to sleep