Awake (A BTS Fanfiction)

Chapter 3: Admitting it

Chandler's POV:

I sat alone in my room thinking about how I'd greet Jungkook and tell him about my crush.

My heart pounded even thinking about him. I pulled out my phone and texted him.

Me: Kookie, come over. Its important to me.

Kookie: Sure thing <3

I even felt myself blushing and a rush overcome me from his text messages.

Me: Thank you!

Kookie: Anything for you.

I felt really nervous. What if he doesn't feel the same? What if he rejects me?

Many questions ran through my mind until I heard a noise downstairs. Someone was unlocking the door.

"WHERE ARE YOU?!" he yelled. I smiled brightly. "IN MY ROOM!" I yelled back. I heard him greet my parents and then he made his way up the steps.

"This is it." I whispered to myself.

He opened the door and smiled. He was just gorgeous. "Hey." He said as he shut the door behind him. He sat on my couch and I sat on my bed.

"I have something to tell you." I said. He nodded. "You like me. I know. I can tell. I like you too Chandler." He said.

I blushed and hid my face. He was suddenly in front of me and uncovered my face. "But-" "But?" I asked, interrupting him.

He sighed. "Someone else in the group likes you too. I can tell he does. I won't say who, but he means a lot to me. I wouldn't want to hurt him. I really like you though...do you understand?" He said.

I felt crushed. I needed to know who at this point. I was curious. Very curious. I wanted to make Jungkook happy and be his first good relationship since his others weren't that great.

Now I can't because of someone else in the group? Don't I deserve to know? I gave him a simple monotone "OK."

He frowned. "You're upset. I'm sorry." I shrugged. He held my hand. "I am...can I talk to you about V?" He asked.

I shrugged again. He sighed. "He's mute. He won't talk and he hasn't for two years." My eyes went wide. I then came to my senses and shrugged.

"He's an awful person anyway, he doesn't deserve to talk-""DON'T YOU SAY THAT!" Jungkook yelled making me jump. I let go of his hand.

He sighed and grabbed ahold of my hand again. "Just don't okay? I'm sorry for yelling. He's still human though. He hates me. Just please don't say bad things about him." Jungkook stated.

I could hear the hurt in his voice. "He hates you?" I mumbled. Jungkook looked down and nodded in shame.

I leaned forward and hugged him. "I'm sorry." I said. He pulled away. "He's been through a lot. He's more innocent than you think okay? I know it. You should talk to him." He said.

I sighed. "Please." He begged. I looked him right in the eyes. "I will. For you." He smiled. "Thank you." He said. I nodded.

"I'm going to go now okay?" He said. I nodded. "Be safe." I told him. He kissed my cheek making me blush.

He's never done that before. He waved goodbye and I waved back.

Time to brave up and talk to Taehyung tomorrow.