Awake (A BTS Fanfiction)

Chapter 11: Come Find Me

Chandler's POV:

I sat alone in the living room. I then jumped realizing that my parents must be worried! Have of my missed calls were from them! It was 11:30 PM.

I texted them both.

Me:
I'm so so sorry that I didn't answer you guys. It wasn't on purpose but I'm dealing with something major. Taehyung ran away and he may hurt himself. I need to stay with the group.

I sent the text and put my phone on my lap waiting for a response.

My phone buzzed, thinking it was my parents, I picked up my phone and it said

New Message From Taehyung

My eyes almost fell out of my head when reading this. Most definitely, it scared me.

It said:

Taehyung:
Do you guys really even love me? You didn't care enough to come to see me in jail. Why care to see me now? If you care to know what REALLY happened to me and who destroyed my life, I've left clues for you guys. I'm innocent. Here's your hint: I had to get used to jail. What OTHER place did I have to get used to in the past couple of days?

I felt like I was under a lot of pressure, but I knew that I still had a soft spot for Taehyung. I was willing to do anything for him.

I sighed as I rubbed my forehead. Stressful but worth it. Taehyung needs to know that he's worth something to this group.

If nobody cared, why was everyone so depressed and upset and why did people like Suga and J-Hope hit drugs and why did Jimin run around town with bad people and constantly drink?

Rap Monster smokes cigarettes and he thinks that nobody knows but we do. We all do.

I then heard Jin come out of his room. With a worried expression, he came out and said "Hey, did you get this message?" He asked me. I stood up.

"Its scaring me a lot actually. I did get it." I mumbled and right after that, Jimin came out "Hey did you guys get-" "Yes" me and Jin both said in unison.

As I thought, Rap Monster and J-Hope soon came out asking the same thing and last was Suga...but where was Jungkook?

Jungkook's POV:

I got the message from Taehyung but I didn't leave the room. I just want to die. Maybe they can go and find him and make him happy.

I don't deserve to be here, I ruin everything. I'm completely worthless and disgusting. I'm the one who should be put in jail for 10 years or something.

I did this to Taehyung. I ruined his life. He has every right to ruin mine or I will.

I held the pocket knife to my skin. It pressed against my neck and I took a deep breath. I gripped the knife and forced it closer until someone busted open the door.

It was Rap Monster. I quickly dropped the knife and kicked it under the bed. He was about to say something else until he said "Was that a freaking knife? And your neck is bleeding Jungkook what's wrong with you?!" He yelled.

I wouldn't talk. I couldn't. I was scared at this point. Frozen almost. I knew that he'd probably punish me for this.

I looked down in shame until I felt warm arms wrap around me and pat my back. "I'm so sorry, I haven't been a good leader lately. Please don't hurt yourself." He whispered in my ear.

I was surprised...and I hugged him back. I was still nervous since I knew he'd tell the other members.

He then let go. I bent down and searched for the knife. Once he found it, he said "don't make me have to keep an eye out for you Jungkook." He threatened.

I nodded. I was disappointed in myself. As always. I followed him out of the room. All of the members had their phones out.

They all looked up at me, I knew that they'd ask me if I got the message so before that, I just nodded at them and took out my phone.

Suga's POV:

This hurt me even more. Taehyung thinks that we don't care? I was angry with him. Angry that he doesn't believe me.

I couldn't help but to be hurt. Even though he went to juvie, we all went through it. I hit drugs hard because of him leaving and I almost died at one point until I lightened up on them.

I stayed alive for Taehyung. To be alive by time he came out.

"So what do we do?" Jimin asked. I looked up at him and put my phone away. I grabbed the keys. "What else? We go look." I said tossing the keys to Jin.