Awake (A BTS Fanfiction)

Chapter 20: Try

June 3rd

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Jin's POV:

I woke up to everyone staring at me. I was sitting in a hospital chair in the waiting room. "Well stop staring." I said but automatically made a disgusted face when hearing my raspy voice. Ew oh my gosh. But still, I'm Kim SeokJin. I'm beautiful.

I slightly flipped my hair as I sat up and rolled my eyes at everyone. "Yes?!" I said which made Suga and Rapmon jump. Chandler was sitting in a chair across the room. Her hand was better. I sighed. And our maknae is somewhere out there. Lost somewhere. "Guys listen, I've gotta find Jungkook okay? No ones going to look for him and it's a bit sad. What time is it?" Suga shrugged and rolled his eyes. 

Is he still mad? There's too much going on to still have our group being upset at each other. There's too much stress. It's been fun for so long. For so many years but now suddenly, this took a sharp turn. It was all so fast. "11:47 AM" Namjoon said. I raised an eyebrow. "And we were allowed to stay here? Wow." 

I looked at him as he shrugged. A kid walking by stared at me weird. "What kid?" I snapped. I tapped Namjoons shoulder and pointing at the kid. "What in the world are you doing and who are you talking to?" The kid asked. My eyes almost popped out of my head. "What do you mean? slowly walked you see that I'm talking to my friends? Now run along and play with your puzzles." I said.

Namjoon and Yoongi looked at me like I was crazy, but I didn't care.

He scoffed. "At least I'm not the one who is talking to my imaginary friends." He said as he slowly walked away on his crutches. Imaginary? Lol, is he blind or what? "I will literally fight you." I spat. I don't know why I was in such a bad mood all of the sudden. Namjoon pulled me down as I tired to charge at the little boy who moved back on his crutches. 

"Yah! Calm down eh? Pabo. Just go find Jungkook already stupid." Namjoon said harshly. I looked at him like he was insane. Who does he think he's talking to? "I mean hyung, hyung please go do what you said you were going to do. Jungkook could be anywhere out there." Namjoon said softly as he looked down.

I sighed heavily as I snatched the keys away from Yoongi who sat there in shock. I walked out of the hospital quickly. But then my eye started twitching. Oh my gosh I need food first. Jungkook can wait.

Suga's POV: 

I've never seen SeokJin act that way. What's up with him? I shook my head at the thought and ignored it. That's what we all do now. We ignore things. I looked over to Chandler who looked like a ghost starring at the ground. Has she even blinked at any time? 

Jin's POV:

As I ate my food, I slowly rode down the city streets. Ugh traffic. There's never not traffic here I swear. As I sat in traffic, something caught my eye. I looked passed a very short alley and saw a bloody boy. Ah that hoodie is familiar. What happened to him? I decided to park my car and I got out.

Better to help someone than stand by and watch. I slowly walked up to him. Man, he looks disgusting. "Hey...hey." I kicked his body a little. I kneeled down. I was a bit scared as to what I'd see. I pulled down his hood a little bit more to see dried blood all over the face of a boy that I knew. 

"JUNGKOOK!!" I yelled as I shook his body. He was so beaten and bruised that he didn't even look like himself anymore. He didn't even look like Jeon Jungkook. He looked...deformed. It was the worst sight ever and it make me sick to my stomach. "HEY HEY SOMEONE HELP!!" I screamed as I felt throw up coming up my throat.

I never thought that I'd see the maknae. Our groups baby like...this. Oh Jungkook you poor boy. "Wake up Jungkookie." I said and I then screamed for help again. Nothing. I pulled out my phone and called for an ambulance. "Yes please I have an emergency please I found my little brother unconcious. I'm a block down from the hospital just hurry the hell up." I cried.

Tears fell down my face as my bottom lip began to bleed from how harshly I was biting it. I was scared for sure and I wanted this to stop but...I didn't. How selfish is that? I looked up at the sky as tears dropped from my eye. The blue sky that couldn't get any brighter. The sun hit my face as my tears glistened. 

Could it get any worse?