Insecurities

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I stand in the mirror and say bad things about myself. I always felt insecure about myself. It all started when I was little. I used to get bullied a lot when I was school. I've always thought of attempting suicide but luckily I didn't do it because the good advice from my mom. My mom sadly passed away when I was 15 and after I that I was never the same. My boyfriend Micheal tells me that I'm beautiful on a daily basis and I thank him everyday for his love. I love him a lot but I don't see the beautiness at all. I pull on my cheeks pinch my chubby arms. I'm so fat. I don't deserve Micheal. Out of all girls he picks a girl like me. There's a lot of pretty girls out there like Madonna or Jennifer Lopez or someone like that. I have a million bumps on my face. I've been cutting myself lately but Micheal doesn't know that. I lifted my sleeve my touch my cuts as I hissed in pain. I heard footsteps coming down the hall and I quickly lifted my sleeve up and went back to what I was doing. Micheal walks in and puts his hand around my waist.

"Hey baby" he says as he kissed my neck. I

I push him and he looks at me confused

"Baby what's wrong" he asked.

"Micheal you don't deserve me" I say as I out my hands on my face.

"Rashelle what do you mean I don't deserve you.. I do...I love you to the moon and back" he says.

"No you don't..look at me, I'm so fat..my face is breaking out.. I've been getting darker.. There's plenty of beautiful girls out there and I'm not one of them and also I've been cutting my self" I say and lift my shirt up so he can see,

He suddenly gasped and  grabbed my arms. He pulled me and hugged me.

"Babygirl, I love you sooo much, you are the most beautiful, smart, intelligent and sexiest woman that I've seen and ever can have.. I couldn't ask for another woman like you shell, when I first saw you I knew you were the one and I love your thickness, I don't want someone that's bony and looks like a damn skeleton..I like thickness..juicy ass and titties and you have all of that... I love everything about you and I love you and if you hear anything on the media.. Fuck the media alright?"

That really touched me a lot.

"Thank you so Mike I love you so much" I say as kissed him on the lips.

"I love you too babygirl" he smacks my ass and I yelp in pain.

"Why did you do that" I chuckled.

" cause I can ..now get in the bathroom so I clean your arm babygirl. I went in the bathroom as I let him clean my arm and take great care of me.

To all the people that feel insecure about themselves..Never feel insecure about yourself..you're beautiful on the inside and out

Love ya❤️❤️

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