Chapter 9

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(Tyler's POV)

I really don't know how long I was sitting at the end of the bed but the door opening distracted me from my thoughts.

"Hey" Juliet said coming and taking a seat next to me. I didn't say anything I really didn't want to but I knew she would get to talk.

She took my hand in her's, "are you hungry?" She asked I shook my head no, knowing if I ate I'd puke. "Shawn..." Her voice was soft, sweet. "When was the last time you ate?" I thought on it.

"I- I don't remember" which was true, I really don't remember. She got up and held her hand out, I took it and got up. "We will all go eat" I don't want to be social.

Everyone went out for lunch/dinner, we went to a buffi. The aroma of food made me sick, but I'll try to eat for everyone. I told them I was going to go get us a seat, I myself didn't feel so well. Maybe if I ate, I wouldn't feel like this.

Taking a seat at a table on the corner seat closet to the bathroom. Just in-case I need to run too it. 'I probably would' josh got me some food "thanks" I said lightly enough for him to hear and soon everyone sat down.

Gus sat in front of me, my mom next to him, and then, my dad next to my mom, lassie was next to me. Everyone started to eat, I simple looked at my plate, I was spacing out by my thoughts.

"Tyler" Gus said I looked up at Gus, and back at my plate and started to take some bits. I ate more then I realized, everyone talked and laughed I like lightly listened.

I thought I was going to throw up, I got up and went to the bathroom. Going in I went right to the toilet, 'there goes my food' i washed my mouth out and got the courage to go back out to everyone.

Sitting at the table i pushed my plate away and laid my head down. I wanted to go home, sleep, something maybe? I felt hands on my back, soon they start making movement known to me. Josh...

He knew, I had problems since I was young not just with Adam. He made the movement that would make me fall a sleep and I did.

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I really don't know what this was but I think shassie or joyler?

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