Abusive - Psych

Chapter 8

(Tyler's POV)

Lassie nodded his head and asked me a few more questions. Josh sat next to me the whole time, I just realized everyone at the department now knows I'm gay...

I laid my hands in my head, my arms are aching I don't know how bad they are. I should really be in the hospital, or dead.

"Ty" josh said I looked at him, "how long has this been going on?" Even tho I told lassie before he came into the room. "2 years" I lightly said.

He wanted to know more but I wasn't in the mood to talk about it. I thought I was going to pass out, but I just almost threw up on lassie's carpet.

Josh handed me a trash can was near by and rubbed my back. Soon my mom an dad sat next to me, josh gave his seat up for my dad.

I sat silent, I didn't know what to say. Maybe a little, 'I'm sorry I'm a fuck up?' - I don't know. I just wanted to sleep, maybe try to eat something.

Food sounds gross right now. "Hey goose how about we change these's?" Lassie has paramedics on the side so they came in an changed them. I had stitches, a lot of them.

They finished, I wanted to be alone now. I didn't want people around me. I slowly got up and went upstairs. Everyone asked me what I was doing but josh told them I wanted to be alone. Even though I didn't tell josh that. He just... Knew?

I sat on lassie's bed, I was trying to work out what was going through my head. To many thoughts, too many...

I've been in this mess for 2 years, I keep it from them for 2 years. Everyone is very concerned about me I didn't want them too be but they are...

They are...

And I don't want that

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School is going well right now, doing the ICE Program, which helps you get a job and you leave around 1:25 something. I'm currently looking for a job, and doing school work.

Is anyone following in school yet?
If so what grade?
Me- Senior