Ahkmenrah's Heart (On Hold)

Chapter 20 My Choice

*Please read the note at the end of this chapter*

(Aurea's POV)

Have you ever thought about life? This life you're living, it will end at some point. And when it ends, it ends. All that's left from you are only the memories you create with others.

Ahkmenrah....

I lied to myself, I've never stopped loving him, I miss him, but I'm too scared to look at him.

What if he really doesn't love me anymore?

I mean, he threw me away from his heart for someone else so easily, after all we've been through, it all means nothing to him. Does it? I remember the first time he looked at me. That mesmerizing smile of his, his eyes, his gentle and loving touch,

his love.

Tears start to fall down my cheeks, I can't accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore. And then I remember who has replaced me in Ahkmenrah's heart,

Nora.

What have I done? I took her away from him, I cursed her! My tears start to run down faster, my heart aches from the thought that I've hurt Ahkmenrah by taking his love away from him.

But he hurt me, he replaced me so easily. I want to hate him. But who am I lying to? I can't hate him, my love for him is never ending. Did I deserve all those pain he caused me?

Does he deserve to be someone better than me?

Then I remember the choices Osiris gave me. I can only choose one,

come back to life with Ahk, or die and live in the afterlife with my family.

Which one do I choose? The pain I'm feeling blinded me. Either I'm alive or dead, I don't care.

When your life ends, it ends. If you choose to live, you'll die in the end anyway....

Oh my goodness, it's been months since I've posted my last update.... Please forgive me, I'm sorry :(

I know, I'm a horrible person. It's because I really don't like how this book turned out. The plot is bad, the chapters are ridiculously short, my English is terrible, I just don't like it. I've even thought about deleting this book.

Then I saw how many votes I got, I read your comments and found comments saying that you actually enjoy reading my book. I didn't expect people to do, I felt like I don't deserve it at all. But thank you very much! I might've just deleted this book without these comments ^_^ I really appreciate them, they mean a lot to me.

I still don't really like this book, though. I will update some of the chapters and try to fix my grammatical mistakes. Please let me know if you like my book or not. Please comment about what do you think about this book and what would you like to happen next, I'll make sure that I will read all of your comments.

Again, please forgive me for not updating in an incredibly long time.