Everything Has Changed

One Year Ago: Part 2

It's been a year since I first went out with James.

A year since my dad had to leave again for the army. James was still by my side being there for me like always. He some how made me feel so much better than I have ever been when my dad had to leave. I was still really sad since my dad was shipped off and was not to return for 3 years or so.

The first few months after my father had to leave were magical between me and James. It was complete and otter bliss, but over the time that began to change.

He was now on the football team and the hockey team. Popularity was rising and he was getting new and older friends. I think that's what was changing him. Since it caused him to change it was changing us. Possibly for the worst.

He wasn't happy anymore. The things he once cared about where now nothing to him. Soon I was some what apart of that nothing. We didn't go on dates like before. He just seems to have stop caring or trying.

It felt like I didn't matter to him. Like our relationship didn't matter anymore. It was my junior year and his senior year. He would be leaving for collage soon and I needed to focus on my priorities. Not being cared for or having to fight for a relationship was not on my list of priorities right now. I didn't need him holding me back from my education and future.

I had to do it. I had to end things now.

"James." I called as I made my way threw the crowd. He had dragged me to this freakin party. Why couldn't he go alone? I didn't even want to come but did he care... NO.

"JAMES!" I screamed as I saw him taking a shot of some alcholic drink. Not the first I bet.

"What?" he growled at me. His eyes glared into my sole as he looked at me.

"I-I need to talk to you." I stammedlred as I stared at him.

"Not now. Can't you see I'm busy?" he sneered as he turned away from me and looked back at his friends. Yes I can tell that your busy with your friends and that's the point as to why I need to speak with you.

"I dont care that your busy. I need to talk to you right now" I shouted as I went up behind him and shoved him. He stumbled forward in surprise. I glared at his back. How dare he put me second and treat me like I'm nothing when I needed to talk to him.

I watched as he slowly stood to his full height and slowly turn around to face me. His face was full of rage. I could see his jaw was clenched and his eyes where filled with fire.

I've never seen him this mad before. As I stared at this side of him I felt my confidence draining, he looked like he wasn't afraid to hit me. He looked at me as if I was his rival enemy and that he was going to ram into me with so much force until I broke a bone.  

Maybe I shouldn't have done that? Maybe I should run away and let him cool down, but if I run and he decides to follow he could catch me easily.

He walked over to me and grabbed my bicep in an extremely tight grip. I winced in pain as he started to pull me away from his friends and up a set of stairs.

He opened door and threw me in with so much force that I slamed to the floor with a loud thud. Of course if the music wasn't exploding threw and out of the house everyone would of hear my body thumping to the ground. I could feel the tears building behind my eyes as I laid there.

"How Dare You disrespect me infront of all my friends!" James shouted down at me.  I pushed myself away from him. I didn't know what to expect. This was a whole new James for me.  He was scaring me really bad. "You SLUT! I can't believe you did that to me in front of them." He screamed as he grabbed me by the biceps again and pulling me up off the ground and slammed me into the wall.

I hissed in pain as my scull slammed into the wall.

He let go of me allowing my body to drop like a sac of potatoes.

I screamed in pain as pain shot through my back in all diffrent areas. Tears were cascading down my cheeks.

He ignored my scream as he threw a kick into my stomach. I grunted as I wrapped my arms around my waist.

"Why can't you just stay quite? This wouldn't have happened if you would have kept your big mouth shut!" he screamed as he landed another kick in my side.

I shouted out in pain and pulled my knees up to try and protect my body.

I sobbed into my knees as I heard the bedroom door slam shut. I glanced up between my lashes to see I was alone.

With every sob pain shot through my back. I scooted forward away from the wall. I gritted my teeth through the pain.  The pain wouldn't stop along with the tears.

I couldn't move much more that this otherwise pain spikes through me. How am I going to get out of here? There is no chance I'm walking without some help.

What the hell is hurting my back so much. I wanted to scream in annoyance and pain.

I reached into my bra and pulled out my phone sliding through the contacts.

"Kelly" I whispered as I clicked on her name. She was my best friend since I was like 5.

"Hello?" I heard her groggy voice ask.

"K-Kelly" I sobbed.

"Kitten? What wrong?" She asked more awake.

"I- I. Kelly I cant move." I sobbed.

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"I'm hurt. I barely can move without pain spiking through me." I shakily told her.

"Okay where are you?" She asked. I could here her moving through the phone.

"I don't know some party. James brought me here." I whispered.

"Then where Is he. He should be helping you" She angrily said.

"He um he. I cant talk about him right now just please hurry."

"But I don't know where you are"

"Kelly!" I sobbed.

"okay Okay hold on. " she said. I could here her screaming in the back round.

*Kelly

*Blake

"Blake get your butt in here"

"What do you want?"

"Where is that party that was going on tonight?"

"Your not going to that party! Too much alcohol and grabby boys."

"Just answer the question!"

"NO!"

"YES! I need to know where it is!"

"WHY!"

"Because my friend needs me!"

"Which friend?"

"Its Kittrina"  

"Then I'm driving"

"Who said she wanted you to come?"

"Me! What kind of trouble is she in?"

"Blake don't get mad"

"Why would I?"

"Because she is hurt and she cant move cause she is in so much pain.... Blake! Wait for me!... Great! He left!"

"Kitten. My brother is on his way I'm sorry that I couldn't come. Where are you though? Like where are you in the house because I know he will be calling to ask." She stated.

"Im in a bed room. The firt one at the top of the stairs I believe." I whispered. I heard her gasp in assumption that something else had gone down. "No sexual activity happened"  I commented as I hung up.

I put the phone on the floor and slowly began to lay on my side. I was getting really tired and everything was just hurting. The crying made my eyes tired and  my mind was exhausted.