chapter 11(waiting game)

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I woke up the on the 10th day and I decided I was going to wait for my puddin'. He would surly find me even if he didn't know where I was. It's been so long i know be would. Every time a door would open I would expect it to be him.

"Eat it Harleen!"

"No leave me alone" I felt like I was going crazy. The lights would be shut off when no one was with me. It was all dark and no one could touch me. Human hands haven't touched me in so long. I was in a gross yellow jail looking suit and I was scared. Everything was getting so real each day a new thing would set in. I'm scared...

"Eat it!" Boom all lights off.

"No" I said throwing the food at the gun holder posted outside of my cell door.

"Eat it!" She screamed again.

I already knew what came next so I just ignored her. Yep here they come.. I closed my eyes and opened them and each gaurd had a lot stick. It was a long stick with a voltage attachment. It could burn your skin and stop your heart in five minutes.

"Harleen eat it!"

"That's not my name" I screamed back sticking out my tongue. Bam all the sticks hit my body at once. I fell to the floor screaming in pain.

"Eat it now! You haven't eaten in six days. "

I crawled over to the food and began to eat.. I chugged the chunky milk to. I then crawled back into the center of the cell stood up and began to puke it all back up. This time however it was everywhere.. I saw a gaurd grabbed a giant water hose and begin to hose the floor off and then me! She turned the water cannon towards me.

"Stop" I said spitting out the water. "I ate dinner and now that that's over I have nothing but a cold wet ground to lay on!"

"Correct. Your a dog Harley time to be treated like one."

I closed my eyes and began to rock again. I was gonna be saved. I know I am, he loves me he does.. He would never leave me like this.. This is the worst I've ever been treated by anyone. I closed my eyes and heard a loud bang. I opened my eyes and jumped up happily and saw a dark figure walking towards the cage door. I just knew it was him my puddin' was here.

Marks face then became clear, not the person at all I was looking for. He threw a water bottle at me.

"Drink it now hurry I'm gonna get caught."

"Thank y'a but why?!" I said before chugging the bottle.

"Cuz your still human. We need water. Don't get used to this.." He said walking to the darkness again.

"Y'a don't want me?" I said sexily. "You just gotta open the door. And I'm all yours?"

"You have changed Harleen...changed so much, no one should want you" I could hear the door slam behind him.

"Whatever then I'm not waisting my time." As I spoke I caught the words that were coming out of my mouth. Just like the words I spoke the night the joker killed that man. "Well he had it coming" spoke the voice in my head.

"Yeah I guess your right" I replied.

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I repeated to my self over and over hundreds of times during the night. I would wake up from terrible dreams every five minutes taking what Mark said personally. Taking what he said to the heart. Had I maybe made a wrong choice? No I couldn't have. I loved him I love him. "You loved hi?"
"No I meant love. I said love!"

"You said loved"

"No I didn't will yous top butting in and just stay out of this." Oh my god im going crazy..im talking to my self. This is it. How I go crazy. Who talks to them self. Me I guess.

"Yes you do"

" stop!!!" I scream aloud. "Please leave me alone please omg pelase stop talking all of you!"

But it's just me. It's just me no one is here but me they don't exist. The voices aren't real. I'm making this up. I lay back down trying to sleep.

"Are you making them up?"

"Course she is"

"Stop your all me there isn't us of she. You are all me. I'm going crazy that's what this is. You don't actually exist. It's a mistake it's the milk"

"Yes the milk must be doing if"

"Yeah sounds reasonable "

"Ugh stoppp this is the longest night of my life"

I roll over and over a night. I begin to sing quietly to block out the voices over and over. I can't handle being in here. It's crazy... I'm crazy.

"No your fine"

"Your not real you aren't here stop talking!"

"Yeah you heard her"

"You don't exist either so both of you stop! Stop being here stop existing you cant be real!"

"Okay fine we will leave!"

"Thank you. God what's wrong with me..."

" the itsy bitsy spider climbed up the water spout. Down cane the rain and nurses the slider sending it into shock mods" that's not how that goes.. What's wrong with me..

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