Trust

Chapter one: Trusting

Bea had always been the strong one out of the prison. She never let anyone see her broken. It was breakfast time and Bea sat at the table with her crew, sitting in silence jabbing at her food.
"Bea" Maxine says
Bea jumps and looks at Maxine
"Huh?" Bea replies
"You seem abit out of it are you okay?" Maxine grabs Beas hand
"Yeah I'm just not that hungry"
Bea gets up and leaves the dinning room, Allie walks in the dining room to notice Bea is not there.
"Wheres Bea?" Allie speaks to Maxine in a worried tone
"I'm not sure, she just left, she didn't seem herself"
Allie got up and walked out the dining room in search for Bea.
Bea sat in her cell, rubbing the blade of a pair a scissors against her thighs, Bea has never felt more broken in her life, she feels the tears streaming from her face as she pierces the blade into her skin. Her thigh is dripping blood, Bea cuts her thigh over and over going deeper each time. She pulls her pants up and starts walking up and down her cell, she suddenly looks in the mirror and sees herself as a worthless human being. As Bea feels the anger and depression take over she punches the mirror over and over when her cell door opens.
'"Bea! Stop! Hey!"
It's Allie, Bea breaks down and tries to push Allie away but Allie grabs her tight and hold her until she gives up.
"Hey..Hey calm down I'm here Bea" 
Bea squeezes Allies arm tight and starts to fall to the ground, Allie strokes Beas hair calming her down. A few minutes later Allie slowly lifts Beas head up.
"Hey.. What was all that about..?"
"Nothing Allie.. Don't worry about it"
Allie cuffs Beas face and looks into Bea's eyes, she can see the hurt Bea is going through.
"Bea..I'm here for you.. Nothing is gonna change that.. Please talk to me"
Bea shuffles up and holds Allies hand
"You know today it has been 3 Years since Debbies death.."
Allies face turns into a frown, she rubs Beas back and kisses her forehead.
"Aww Bea, why didn't you say something?"
"It's no ones business..it's my fault shes gone Allie.. Mine. I ended up in here and i caused her all that pain and i..."
Allie grabs Beas face and kisses her with passion, it was more then what she could say. Bea has never felt this way before. She has never let anyone in on her personal life but she feels as if she can trust Allie.
"Bea i care about you.. Whenever your down or sad i want to know about it.You're my queen and even though no one knows, you will always be my bea and i will be here for you.. No matter what"
Bea starts crying, Allie wipes her tears and wraps her hands around Beas waist'
"Allie.. I'm so sorry i should o.."
Allie cut Bea off
"Hey..Babe don't apologise i totally understand" Allie looks at Beas hands and sees cuts and glass all over her.
"Baby..look what you have done to yourself, ill take care of you"
Bea looks up at Allie and smiles
"Argh sorry.. I wasn't thinking" Bea said as she starts shaking.
Allie grabs a bowl of warm water and starts to brush Beas hands gently to wipe the blood.
"Ouch!" Bea jumps and shuffles back
"Shit! Sorry!" Allie looks into Bea's eyes
"No..It's not that"
"What is it?"
Bea slowly stands up, Allie watches her confused as Bea pulls her pants down.
Allie looks at the cuts and blood between Beas thighs.
"Shit Bea..Please don't do this to yourself..I care about you so much"
"I know, and i'm so sorry Allie, i won't do it again i promise"
Allie wipes Beas thighs gently getting rid of the blood, leaning in and kissing the inside of her thighs where the cuts are deeply scared. Bea suddenly feels this rush going straight through her body. Allie cleans Bea up and takes her hand, she lays Bea on the bed and kisses her forehead.
"I gotta go babe.. People will get suspicious" Allie leans in and gives Bea a massive kiss
"Please..Stay just for a little"
"Anything you need babe"
Allie jumps in bed with Bea and holds her gently stroking her face until she falls asleep.