Trust

Taking Control

Bea had the biggest smile on her face. She could see her daughter
"Debbie don't go" Bea was shouting
"Mum? Mum i can hear you" Bea could hear Debbie
"Debbie? You can hear me?"
"Bea Bea? Wake up Bea?" Bea opened her eyes to Allie holding a wet towel over her
"You fainted babe are you okay?"
"I could hear her" Bridget looked at Allie
"Who could you hear Bea?"
"Debbie i heard Debbie" Allie just smiled. She knew something wasn't right.
"Alright Bea, this session is over for today. You did great"
"Yeah i'm proud of you baby" Allie followed up. Allie and Bea walked out. She could feel the red head shaking
"You alright?" Bea nodded, she looked pale as ever
"Lets get some food yeah?" Bea let go of Allie hand
"Nah i don't feel to good.. You go i might just lay down" Allie looked into Beas eyes
"No ill come with you" Bea shook her head as she walked to the room
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"Hey love where is Bea?" Maxine sat next to Allie bringing her a tray
"She didn't feel well.. We had a session with Bridget and she said she saw Debbie.. She could talk to her" A
Shock of worry Allie could see in Maxine's eyes
"W..what is it?.. Maxine what?" Maxine grabbed Allies hand
"When ever she talks about Debbie to anyone..she thinks about her past and what she could of changed.. Shes in a stage of blaming herself love.. Just watch her please.. She might push you away" Allie gave Maxine a tired smile before getting up
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Allie pulled the handle down and walked into the room where she found Bea curled up on the floor sleeping.
She bent down and picked her up. Bea waking a little jumped falling out of Allies arms
"Oh fuck" Bea held the back of her head laughing
"Shit babe sorry i should of had a better grip" She smiled
"No it's my fault sorry" Allie grabbed Beas hand helping her up
"Argh can you grab me a towel please?"
Allie passed her one when Bea placed it on the back of her skull
"Shit are you bleeding Bea?" She nodded
"Lets go to medical" Bea instantly shook her head
"Nah i'm tired babe i just want to sleep" Allie gazed into Beas dark brown eyes
"No you could have a concussion" Allie turned around and grabbed Bea a wet cloth. Turning to see Bea asleep on the bed she joined her wrapping her arms around the red head tight.
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Bea woke up with a pounding head ache. She got up and splashed some water on her face. She felt arms wrap around her
"Mornin babe" The blonde said in her sleepy voice. Bea pushed her back against the blondes front making her release a moan
"You tease" Allie kissed her neck before Bea turned around.
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At breakfast the usual Boomer telling jokes and everyone laughing. Allie was having a great time laughing with Beas friends which are now hers too.
Bea let out a smile now and then but wasn't too eager. Allie noticed and rubbed Beas arm. Bea glanced at Allie letting a smile out. It was all cheerful when the door opened Joan had walked in..Kaz following behind with a couple of other girls. Bea knew who it was but couldn't be bothered. Besides Maxine was top dog now she has to deal with it. Allie walked up to Joan everyone watching Bea worried gets up and follows. She whispers in Joan's ear
"You think you're smart but really i have the upper hand" Joan smirked grabbing a fork she held it against Allies thigh before Bea pushed Joan to the floor
"Don't you fucking touch her" Kaz went to bounce when she seen Boomer and Maxine behind her. Bea grabbed Allies hand and walked out
"What the fuck Allie?" Allie let go of Beas hand
"I'm not going to let them hurt you Bea" Bea chuckled sarcastically
"You think i can protect you while i'm like this?" Bea let out
"Bea i love you i'm not going to let them walk over you"
"Allie don't challenge them please" Allie stepped back from Bea
"No if i don't you will end up fucking cripple you are nearly there now with what they are doing to ya" Bea felt a tear steer down her face
"No Bea i didn't mean it like that.. It came out wrong" Bea shook her head
"Ill see you later yeah?" Bea said before walking off.Allie knew she fucked up and she fucked up bad. She knew what state Bea was in and yet still said something wrong.
She kicked herself all day.
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In the unit Bea was in her cell. Allie and Liz were chatting
"So..you two fighting or something?" Liz was the first to speak. Allie nodded
"I said something and i shouldn't of.. I uh.. Didn't mean it how it came out i just.." She sighed when Liz grabbed her hand
"Bea is in a bad place love..she hasn't had the easiest life you know.. Little comments just make her re think a few things"
"I might just give her some space and talk to her in the morning"
"Good idea love" The unit went to bed, tension was there but no one really cared
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The next day Boomer was playing basketball with Bea,Maxine and Doreen
"Pass Doreen Pass" Boomer shouting across the court. Allie was watching Bea in the distance. In her shirt with cut sleeves. Doreen threw the ball to Boomer when Bea intercepted and scored a three point goal
"Yes Bea" high fives all round. Bea had won them the game
"Thats so not fair" Bea and Maxine chuckled.
"Yeah Red now i'm back you will get your arse kick" Everyone ran and gave Franky a hug. She had been in hospital sick.
"Wheres lover girl Red?" Franky laughed and Bea hit her gently
"I don't want to talk about it"
Franky smirked and saw Allie in the distance. She walked over
"What did ya do to Red this time?" Allie just smiled
"Said something i shouldn't of" Franky slapped her on the arm gently
"Blondieee why aren't you trying to say sorry then?" Allie shrugged
"Giving her some space" Franky nodded
"I wouldn't leave it too long..Red seems to push things away and she might get the hang of it" Franky held Allies hand
"I know Franky i just.. I don't know what to do" Franky stroked her hand
"Apologise" She said as she got up going back to the group
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In the unit Franky, Bea, Boomer, Maxine, Liz, Boomer and Allie were sitting at the table. They were playing spin the bottle.
It was Allies turn when she spun it landed on Bea. Everyone watched as Allie was looking at Bea. She looked up into them blue eyes that she loved but was still hurt. Bea got up
"I might get a drink anyone want one?" Everyone shook their head.
Allie was disappointed. She was hoping Bea would cave but then Allie had to Re spin. Landing on Franky Bea was watching. Franky looked at Allie then an Bea. Bea nodded giving her permission after all it was just a game.
"No way i'm not kissing anyone unless it's Bea" Allie stated
"Oh blondie why play then?" Boomer started laughing
"An excuse to kiss my girl thats why" Bea heard it and smirked. No one saw it but Bea didn't know how to feel.