Trust

My Girl

Still playing games and having fun the crew started to clear out. Bea was talking to Franky and Allie was talking to Maxine. Trying to get one another to talk. Franky and Maxine went to bed when it was only Bea and Allie left in the room. Allie turned to look at Bea but her back was walking to her cell
"Bea..come on" Bea stopped and turned around
"What?" Bea was angry and hurt
"I'm sorry okay? I didn't mean for it to come out like that baby honestly" Bea nodded
"But it did.. Now thats all i hear is that my girl thinks of me like that" Bea started to cry.. Allie went to touch her when Bea stepped back
"Bea i'm sorry"
"Yeah..me too" Bea walked into her cell. She didn't understand what Bea mean't by that.
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The next day Bea skipped breakfast.
The crew was at the table once again making jokes. Until Maxine talks to Allie
"How did it go with Bea?" Allie just laughed sarcastically
"She didn't give me a chance really?"
"Oi wheres Red?" Franky shot up
"I don't know" Allie mumbled
"Did you sort it out?" Franky was starting to worry
"Nah" Allie looked into Franky's eyes
"What the fuck? Find her now!" The whole crew bolted out of the kitchen together
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It was in the back of the kitchen where Bea was up against the wall held by Tina and her girls
"Now Bea drugs will be coming into this prison. With your permission or not" Bea didn't even fight back. Getting punched in the stomach over and over. Shooting pain rushing through her stomach
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The crew met up in H1
"Did you find her?" Franky yelling at them all
"No the only place i haven't checked is in the kitchen" Franky bolted with the crew following
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Bea was bleeding from her skull she had hit the floor hard. Her vision was blurry. A foot stomped down on her face.
Her nose pissing out with blood. Franky came running into the kitchen kicking the girl off Bea.
Bea stood up with the strength she had left and helped Franky fight them off before back up of H1 arrived.
Bea feel to the ground
"Oh shit Bea" Allie ran over, she could see in her eyes that she didn't know who it was
"Bea it's me Allie"
"Fuck i can't see" Bea mumbled
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Bea just got out of medical Allie escorting her back to the unit where her friends were waiting
"Hey Red how are ya?" Bea grumbled something back.
"What the fuck where you doing at the kitchen?" Franky said walking towards her before Bea pulled her into the cell
"I was going to see Allie and they grabbed me okay?" Franky nodded
"How did they get ya? You're way stronger than them" Bea just let out a tired smile
"I didn't exactly try to fight them off.. It was in that moment Franky that i didn't care if i had died or survived.. Allie deserves better than this" Bea got up and walked out. She laid down on the couch, Allie watching in the distance before Franky pulled her in the cell
"The fuck Franky?" Franky looked really worried
"Red.. She..i asked if she tried to fight them off and she didn't... She said she didn't care if she did die because you deserved better anyway" Allie was getting teary
"Really?" She felt her heart sink. She walked out to see Bea lying on the couch. Allie went over and squeezed next to her
"Can you leave me alone.. Please?" Bea mumbled
"Nope.. Not until ya talk to me" Allie pulled her in closer. Bea could feel her hot breath against her skin. Allie pulled Bea up and walked her to their room.
"Now Bea Smith.. Get it off your chest.. Tell me how ya feel" Allie tried to look enthusiastic
"You hurt me Allie with what you said..
Fuck you really hurt me.." Bea paused and sniffed wiping her eyes
"You basically said to me i was a useless human being" Allies eyes widened
"No Bea i" Bea broke down. Allie went to hug her when she pulled away. Through sobs she managed to get her words out
"That's something Harry would of said to me" Allie felt like she just stabbed herself a million times. Bea walked out. Still in pain she stumbled across the prison.
A few hours later no one had heard from Bea
"Anyone seen Bea?" Franky walked up to the crew
"Nah.. I uh tried talking earlier but she walked off" Allie looked into Franky's eyes
"Thats not good then is it" the crew went looking
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Bea kept staring at the white powder on the counter. She hated drugs more than anyone but she just wanted to forget. No one listened to her. Yeah she loves Allie but sometimes thats not enough for her. She was pacing up and down the equipment room sobbing. Them words kept going over in her head. Replaying over and over. It made it worse because Allie said it.
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The crew had looked everywhere for her when suddenly Bea heard the door open. Turning around she saw Franky
"Red.. What are you doing?" Bea stepped against the wall
"Go away"
Franky walked closer
"You're not taking this shit.. You know what it does to ya" Bea felt the tear come across her face
"No.. You're not living in this hell hole for the rest of your life are ya? You're not a target 24/7 are ya?" Bea started to yell
"Every fucking day i wake up regretting whats going to happen.. Yeah i love Allie,Franky. But what? She gets out in 10 years then what do i do?" Bea started to cry
"Red.." Bea pushed Franky out the door
"Leave me the fuck alone"
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Franky ran to the unit
"Allie i need your help" Allie bounce up
"Red..shes looking at white powder and i need your help" Allie ran behind Franky following her to the equipment room
"In there" Franky pointed. Allie walking to the door. Scared as ever she turns the knob. Looking at the counter the three lines of cocaine were gone.