she's MINE!!

chapter 7

I woke up to an empty bed which was weird considering i had fallen asleep with matt next to me with his arms rapped protectively around me. The other strange thing was that the shower wasn't on and there was no sign of him in my room, i got up in a search for my mate who i extremely missed for some reason.

I walk down stairs to hear matt and my mother talking in the kitchen so me being nosey listens for a while.

"I think its a good idea Matthew at least when she has her first shift its in a place where people understand and can help her" My mother says in a hushed but happy tone.

"karla i don't want to seem like I'm interruption your lives thats why I'm asking you first and I'm glad you think its a great idea" Matt seemed very calm but i could tell he was excited "We will accommodate you and amber in one of our family sweats"

It seemed to go quiet so i decided to walk in and there sat my gorgeous mate sat at the counter with black sweatpants and a white muscle-t. I walk behind him and rap my arms around his neck laying my head on his back but as i am very small i stood on my tip toes.

"Morning baby" I whisper as i take in his amazing yet calming scent and sighing happily as i breath out.

"Morning my love" He hums kissing my hands.

I then get of him and walk to my mother where she was cooking on the stove "whats cooking good lucking?" I giggle and she smiles at me.

"Pancakes" I squeal and hug her tightly.

"Wait whats the big occasion?" My mother never makes pancakes unless she has something to say, someone has passes away or she is in a cooking mood which is hardly ever.

She turns and looks to Matthew and he nods "We need to talk?" I look between them both frowning not sure what to make of the situation.

"This isn't going to be one of those weird things that you see on T.V where the daughters boyfriend gets with her mother" My mother and Matthew chuckle while shaking there heads. Soon a plate of pancakes are placed in front of me with sirup dribbled down them and i start to eat. My mother sits down next to me with a coffee in hand.

"Me and Matthew have been talking...We have decided that the best place for you is the castle" I stopped eating and interrupted my mother.

"But i cant live without you and amber" I felt sick.

"I know thats why Matthew has offered us a room in the castle so you can see us whenever you would like" I look at them both and they where trying to work out my reaction.

"This is amazing" I was totally shocked and excited "I don't think i can thank you enough" I turn to Matthew and he smiles wide.

"I have you thats all i need my love" He takes a sip of his juice and i get up from my chair and walk round to him. I smash my lips into his giving him a passionate yet quick kiss considering my mother is here.

"I love you" I sigh not realising the three little words slipping out my mouth. My eyes widened when i realised what i had said as i looked at matts also quite shocked expression.

It softened and hiss eyes filled with love and adoration "I love you to baby" He pulled me close and kissed my head.

"Oh my god my baby is all grown up and before i know it she will have her own babes" My mother sobbed happily as i chuckled at her.

"Babes? now? really mother what kind of person do you think i am?" I let lose of Matthew and my tone is playful as i joke with my mother.

"Well i was just thinking with heat coming soon and well...werewolf's cant use protection i just assumed that babes where planed" she looked at me like me and Matthew had talked about this yet it hadn't been brought up.

"Whats heat?" I look to Matthew and he seemed nervous yet slightly embarrass at mothers baby talk.

"You haven't talked about this?" I look to my mother and shook my head no "Well it happens once a month after you meet your mate and you get very strong sexual feelings towards them pulling you to mate and mark each other" She takes a sip of her coffee like it was a well known fact.

"When does it start?" I was worried.

"It should be soon i expect maybe after you shift but normally a month after meeting" Thoughts start rushing round my head and i start to feel ill, i wanted to throw up.

"Umm... I'm going to go take a shower" Mother nods and i leave confused as i ask myself questions.

When i get into my room i sit on my bed with my head in my hands what if i cant so this? what if i totally mess up? will it hurt? questions i keep asking myself yet cant anawer.

"I'm sorry lily i didn't tell you about it i was just a little embarrass and distracted to tell you" I felt a dip in the bed and an arm rapped around my waste sending sparks threw me.

"I'm not angry nor mad I'm just scared I'm only 18 yet i feel like I'm being pushed into doing things that people should be doing when there older...i mean I'm finally getting better and now I'm being told my body is going to force me into having children." I was fully crying by now i didn't want this not yet.

"Its okay baby i understand" His voice was filled with a mix of hurt, sandiness and understanding which was a weird combo but i guess he was conflicted with himself. My hart pained to comfort him and myself so i leaned my head on his shoulder wiping the tears on my cheeks with matts sleeve, as i still had his shirt on.

"I do want a family some day...i would love to have children to watch them grow and teach them how to be respectable, kind and all round good people, i would LOVE to especially with you matt but I'm not ready for that. What i want right now is to settle with the idea of me being half wolf, move in with you, to train to be a good loyal queen and then maybe once i have come to terms with everything maybe we could try to have children." I sniffle and i can hear matts hart rate booming at the thought of us having children "you really want kids?" I smile up at him.

"Of course i do i mean i have watched mates in my pack go from a single person into a full blown family and i want that with you" He turns and grabs my hands looking into my eyes "I want a little girl" He smiles down at my hands and my hart jumps as i bite my lip suppressing a smile "I've always loved the idea of having a little girl so i can have my own little princess to spoil and bond with as they say a daughter and father bond can never be broken" A happy tear roles down my cheek.

"You know what?" He looks up with a questioning look on his face "As long as I'm with you and your by my side i believe i can do anything. If i do get pregnant, that is an IF? i will be able to deal with it and love our child unconditionally because I'm with you" I lean in and kiss hiss lips it was passionate and filled with love.

We pull away and he seems more than happy with my answer "I love you so much its unbelievable" our foreheads where leaned against each other and i smiled while biting my lip trying not to giggle.

"i cant wait to wake up with you by my side for the rest of my life" And it was true i couldn't wait to spend the rest of my days with this man and getting to know everything about him.

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Hey!

Not going to lie but if this seems short its because its a filler chapter i needed something to fill between the lines a sort of ecplanashon for the next chapter so here it is . 

"it doesn't matter who hurt you, or broke you down, what matters is who made you smile again." -Harley Quinn

keep smiling,

megan xx