Regret the rejection now?

Chapter one: the first day of school

Dixie's P.O.V

I looked in the mirror one last time. I was officially 17, with no mate.
By the way, I'm a werewolf. Well, I'm suppose to be anyway, I haven't shifted yet. I was suppose to shift a year ago.
I sighed. no one would want to mate me, I'm ugly and wolf less.
I got ready for school, throwing on some sweats and a hoodie. I wasn't trying to impress anyone. I usually jogged to school. I grabbed my back pack that was by the door and stepped out.
I jogged to school. I made it in time to hear the warning bell. I barely made it to my first class. The day went by quickly. Of course, during the day I got the usual remarks.
Birttany, the school slut, I mean the queen bee, called me the usual names and shoved me into lockers.
My brother was her mate. so of course he usually slapped me or hit me then Brittany would kick me until I started spitting up blood.
I was a whore, I was ugly, I was a wolf less bitch and so on. I was used to it. I was lifeless, my brown eyes were dull, my hair limp from malnutrition. I had tried to commit suicide once, but my sister had got to me before I had bled out. I had sliced my wrist with a silver knife.
After that, the bullying got worse and consisted of everyone from the pack. No one showed me any kindness except my sister. I had no friends. but that was okay. I didn't want to make ties I couldn't continue.
I walked in the lunchroom and slipped on some spilt water. before I hit the floor, I felt strong arms wrap around me. from the sparks I felt running up my arms, I knew it was my mate.
He set me back up on my feet. when I turned to thank him, our eyes met.
"Mate." I whispered.
"Shit!" was alpha Bobby's reply.
He dragged me into a janitors closet.
My mate was my alpha. The ladies man.
Once he shut the door, he turned to me.
"I, alpha bobby evans, reject you Dixie peal as my mate and my luna."
Was all he said before turning to walk out. "No one wants a fat ugly mate bitch."
"Wait! i, dixie peal, accept your rejection." I managed to say before passing out from the pain of rejection. It hurt. alot. it made my skin burn and my heart break.
When I woke up, hours later, school was over. I got up, dusting my self off. I knew what I had to do.
I ran home. I sat on my bed, waiting till everyone had left. there was a pack meeting. I wasn't allowed to go.
Once everyone was gone, I wrote a note. then I jumped out the window and ran. I didn't bring anything, I was planning on getting killed for being a rogue. I passed onto another territory. about that time, I felt a huge crack on my spine. I screamed in terror. and in pain. I was shifting. my first time and I was alone and on another packs territory.
Great. I mentally face palmed myself. but then another wave of pain came over me. I screamed in agony as my bones shifted and broke. but then it stopped. I looked up to see three guys staring at me in wonder. I whimpered. then I passed out.