Regret the rejection now?

Chapter two: waking up

Dixie's P.O.V

When I opened my eyes, I was met with a bright white light.
"Finally.. freedom! I've finally succeeded in dying.." I whispered, my throat raspy.
"No you havent. you're still alive. care to explain why you were trespassing rogue?" A cold voice said beside me.
I turned to see a 6'5 man with dark brown hair towering over me. he looked confused.
"To die." I said simply.
He handed me a glass of water. I drank it greedily.
"Can I ask why?"
"My mate, my old alpha, rejected me. my old pack and my family abused me. I got tired of it and decided to die. Trespassing seemed to be a good idea. I'm ugly, I'm wolfless, I'm fat and not worthy to live." I said simply. it no longer hurt, I was numb to it all.
he looked at me in shock.
"You're not ugly, nor fat. or wolfless. you changed on my territory a few days ago. you are beautiful, you just need a shower and food. your wolf is a Rare colour. It's a creamy color, with specks of brown in it." He said looking at me like I was crazy.
"What?" I asked.
The doctor walked in, shooing the strange man out.
"I see you're awake. how do you feel?"
"My bones hurt."
"That's normal, I believe that was your first shift?"
"Yeah.. who was that man?"
"The alpha. he has decided to welcome you into the pack, so don't worry, he won't kill you."
I was silent for a moment.
"That's what I wanted. I wanted I die." I whispered quietly.
"We will have to fix that, now won't we?" The doctor said happily.
I just nodded miserbly.

She continued checking my vitals, then handed me some clothes and told me to get dressed, that I was being released.
She handed me some leather skinny jeans, and a tight black tank top. the she handed my some ankle biker boots and some pink ankle socks.
"These are the the alphas sisters clothes. you'll notice that we all like our bikes. you'll get yours after the ceremony." Was all she said before walking out, leaving me to get dressed.
I walked into the bathroom, noting that someone had given me a bath, my hair was shiny and freshly cut, my eyebrows trimmed and I no longer had bruises.
I managed to get into the clothes. I looked in the mirror and was a little shocked. I didn't look that bad.
My hair wasn't limp, it was teased a little.
My eyes no longer had bags under them.
No more bruises either.
The IV in my hand had helped put color in my cheeks, along with finally shifting.
I walked out of the room and into a long hallway. I walked, sniffing for wolves until I came upon the kitchen. they were all leaning against the counter, talking and laughing.
Then they noticed me. and most guys mouths dropped.
"I'm not that ugly, close your mouth before you catch flies." I said quietly.
The alpha walked over to me, slinging his arm around my shoulder.
"You're not ugly, your gorgeous. they're just shocked. I'm alpha Damon, this is my beta johnny, and my third in command, Sam. I didn't catch your name.." alpha Damon said trailing off looking at me.
"Dixie." I said finally looking him in the eye.
"No last name?"
"My family didn't want me, why should I carry the name?" I asked him simply.
He laughed along with his two friends.
"Good point. now about you joining us. I am the alpha of the midnight moon pack, if you join, you will train with everyone else. starting right away. we are the strongest pack in the world, and I intend to keep it that way." he said very seriously.
"M-midnight moon?" I stuttered.
The strongest pack of the world wanted me to join? I had heard stories about them always killing a rogue on first sight.
"Yes. we are not as scary as people make us out to be."
I was saved from answering when a girl walked in. she looked identical to alpha damon.
"Ohhhh! you must be dixie! you look so cute! come on we need to go get you some new stuff! I just know we're going to be the best of friends!" the girl yelled in my ear. I flinched.
"Oh I'm sorry my name is daisy!"
When she said that, I started crying.
"Daisy!"
"What did I do?"
"Nothing." I sniffed, calming down.
"My sister was named daisy. he was the only one who cared for me back in my old pack." I said wiping off the tears from cheeks.
Everyone was silent for a moment.
"I can be your replacement sister. but first things first, we need To go get you stuff!" She said breaking the awkward silence.
Then she grabbed my arm, and rushed me out the door and into a sleek black SUV. She asked me all kinds of questions.
"What's your favorite colour?"
"Neon green, yours?"
"The same!" she squealed.
"Favorite food? movie? what's your wolf color? do you like chocoloate? do you know how to ride a motorcycle?" she rambled on.
"Burgers, sweet home alabama, creamy with specks of brown, yea, and yeah. what about you?"
"Oh my god. If my brother didn't like you, I would date you! we are so mic alike!"
I just looked at her.
"What?"
"Opps. my brother thinks your cute, and he wants to date you."
I didn't have time to process this before the car stopped an she jumped out.
We were at a mall.
I was terrified.