Shattered Amoure

Chapter 4

"What the-- get off me!"I scowled. 

"Eiww.." I heard Sophie commented.

"I just want to thank you, buddy." He teased my nape with his hair.

"Whatever." I continued chopping the onions.

"You must've seen her face, buddy." I heard his gulp.

"I'm not judgmental like her." I laughed. "Besides, I thought you don't say no to girls?" I questioned.

"Yeah, but sometimes when I feel like they're getting too much attached, I cut it out." He leaned on the sink, staring at his glass.

"Okay, so you're not a real man." I murmured.

"Say what now?"

"Nothing. Go ahead and prepare those.." I pointed the bags of liquor with a knife.

"As you wish Babe." He teased, I looked at him and I saw him moving his eyebrows.

"Fvck you, man!" I retorted.

He ran to the living room carrying those bags and I just can't help but smile. He really has a knack to make me smile with just his simple gestures.

"Fvck you, man! Hahahahaha!" Sophie mimicked my last words.

"Shut up!" I said and threw some onions to her face.

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I was like an innocent kid with wild animals in front of me. Yes, I know they're a bunch of sluts and asshole guys, but I never expected that they will be like this. So, I'm kind of benevolent with what I think they are.

They are smoking so hard, it is even hard for me to breathe because of the clouds they make from cigs to vape to shisha. The girls are almost wet, for they drink beer real hard and dance like they're on a bar. I can feel the beat of the bass pounding on my chest, and my thighs and arms makes unwanted vibrations onto the chair. 

"Are you okay there?" I see him shouting from afar, trying to take a glance on me against these monkeys on their imaginary dance floor.

I nodded.

"You sure you're okay?" He asked, and I showed him a thumbs up sign for him to be convinced. I smiled.

"Hey, come'on let's drink." I felt someone grabbed me from my left arm, and pushed me to the crowd.

"Who are you?" I asked. "You're hurting me." I said as I touch my left arm.

She's just about my height, skinny. Her hair's short, she has a fair skin tone and I think her lips need re-alignment because it's kinda distorted, and I just don't know if I'm just drunk, or her chin really have an extension or what. Nevermind, I won't be able to fix her face anyway.

"Just drink it, stupid. This is a party, not a funeral so you don't need to just sit there and watch us have fun." She handed me a cup of beer. 

I took a sip. "Eiww, what's this?" I asked, and I almost spit everything I ate for the last two weeks.

"That's Briane's new flavor."She answered laughing her ass out.

"What's your name?" I asked again. 

"Zyra. You can call me Zy." She answered.

"I'm not asking for a nickname, anyway, you looked....."

"Gorg?" She interrupted.

"No, disturbed." I continued

"Of course not, I'm so damn happy today." She retorted.

"Come'on let's dance!" He made a couple of head-bangs but I'm afraid she might kill herself so I made her stop. Unfortunately, we just bumped with each other, and  almost fell.

"Hey!"My body almost touched the floor when I felt his arms on my back.

"Ouch!" I exclaimed, his arms exerted too much force to catch me. 

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"Gus, what's happening to you?"I heard his voice.

I can't see anything, but I can hear everything around me. I tried to move, and opened my eyes but everything seems to be blurry, I can recognize his face but I can't move. I can see him mouth some words, but I can't hear anything clearly.

"Let him drink this." I saw a woman, hand him something. 

"Gus, can you move?"

I nodded. Again, I tried to move, little by little and he's assisting me over. 

"Gosh, what happened to you?" He murmured.

"Here." He placed the glass near my mouth, and I drank it as fast as I could.

"I told you, not to put a lot of alcohol Briane. Look what happened." I looked at my right,  where the voice was coming from and I saw Gab sitting on a guy's lap.

How I wish we could turn out like that in the end. He seems happy, I am always envious of those  gays who are not afraid to show off.

"Sorry, Gus. My bad." He looked at me with sincerity. 

This guy, always let me feel like I'm dying cancer patient. 

He really has a knack to let me feel loved in his simple ways.

I gave him a petite smile.

"Stop the bromance people! It makes me sick." I felt something landed on my forehead. So Denesse's still here. I admire her guts. If I am in her position, I should have leaved earlier.

"You're mean." Sophie commented.

"No, she's a slut." Zyra added and gave her a sarcastic laugh.

Briane heaved a sigh.

"Guys, I'll just bring Gus to our room." His last words, I was hauled and I don't even know how to react.

We walked in the aisle of the crowd, when he stopped walking.

"You guys can sleep here in the living room if you wish. I'll wake you up for breakfast." He then turned his eyes on Denesse.

"And Denesse, please lock the door when you leave." He commanded. Then he went striaght to the hallway.

"You can bring me down now, I think she's leaving." I said.

"Just let me do this, and hold on tight. My sight's kinda blurry." He replied.

So I wrapped my arms tighter on his neck, and leaned my head behind his ears as his masculine scent soothes my headache, that is indeed the immediate relief for me. I unconsciously snickered and it made him look at me. I can't look at him straight in the eyes, but the last thing I knew was everything's black again.